Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Just came back from One of the Many Doctors with Monkey
I feel so blessed to have this doctor on our side. She has a very extensive medical background.. yet she is human and willing to listen.. Her goal today was that if we can not make this to go away completely than we would find a solution and make it livable! That is all I have been asking for with a Team of Doctors in 2 different States for over 5 years now..I know that one day she will have to live on her own , which i desperately want but right now its not safe.. And for that day to come we need a plan. .I feel for the first time in years that we are on the road to the rest of her life.. I feel so blessed to finally find the right doctors and prayer always works!!
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Sharing
Found this new Blog today.. and I just love the Freebies they have. .I love the fonts etc.. so I thought I would share and spread the word!! http://www.kevinandamanda.com/
Week 3 Begins with a PRayer. .
We are Mothers of Divine Heavenly Children, and I feel that it is our duty to stand in the gap for them! We honor our households, and cherish the names of each precious soul that our Heavenly Father has given us to raise. Yet it is our duty as mothers not only to stand the in the gap for our children, but all the children around us! We have a divine Job to raise our children up in the way they shall go, and they will not depart from it.. I am so thankful to each and every one of my Brothers and Sisters that has stood by me and my daughter in these last 3 weeks. I know Heavenly Father has a grand master plan and I know that He sent my child to me, to raise up so she can return back to him with honor.
Dear Father in Heaven,
On this night as I have awoken from my bed with prayers upon my lips, not only for my children but for the children of those I Love around me. I pray on this night that your ministering angels attend to the beds of those who are sick and afflicted. I thank you for your Priesthood Power that is alive and walking upon this earth! I am eternally grateful that you have allowed me and my children to be brought to the earth at time when there is a fullness of the gospel, and salvation of all men is clear! I know that you hear each and even one of our Prayers Dear Father in Heaven and that you love each and every one of us the same for we are your children. We are sacred to you, and our children are to us. I am thankful that even in the mist of the darkest storms, when the world surrounds me with fear , all I have to do is turn to you on my knees and all the love that I would ever need feels my heart! I am so thankful for the Salvation of my soul Through the Atoning Sacrifice of Jesus On that cross.
I am thankful to know that there is nothing upon this earth that can take me or my children out of your hand, and your protection. ON this night I pray for healing that Jesus has for us not only for me and my household but for so many others. I pray for Missi and their families, I pray that the doctors will be amazed at the rate of healing that her body will just heal itself. But while she is healing that her family will be able to give her the help she needs. I ask a blessing on her children for I know that they must be very worried about their mommy and on her husband for heavenly father he is your son, and his burdens are heavy. Just make them feel light tonight.. For I know a husband hates to see is wife suffer..
Dear Father in Heaven I call upon the name of my sister Denise and her beautiful daughter Abby.. I know you know them well and you know their heart is scared at this time. I Can feel that mothers pain all too well.. Dear Father I ask that you send this child to the best doctors, that will be able to help her quickly.. I come unto thee on this night to ask a special blessing of peace and comfort upon this household father for they do so much for so many without ever a thought or complain. I ask you tonight as I raise up both of our daughters in prayer to night.. That you created their brains, and that you know exactly why they are going through this and you can completely obliterate this problem. But Dear Father in Heaven I ask you that if it’s something that we must go through, then send the angels in Heaven before us to make the path that we must tread feel light.. I ask that we the darkest times surround us that your name and GLORY will shine through! In all this I ask for in Jesus Christ Name Amen!
Dear Father in Heaven,
On this night as I have awoken from my bed with prayers upon my lips, not only for my children but for the children of those I Love around me. I pray on this night that your ministering angels attend to the beds of those who are sick and afflicted. I thank you for your Priesthood Power that is alive and walking upon this earth! I am eternally grateful that you have allowed me and my children to be brought to the earth at time when there is a fullness of the gospel, and salvation of all men is clear! I know that you hear each and even one of our Prayers Dear Father in Heaven and that you love each and every one of us the same for we are your children. We are sacred to you, and our children are to us. I am thankful that even in the mist of the darkest storms, when the world surrounds me with fear , all I have to do is turn to you on my knees and all the love that I would ever need feels my heart! I am so thankful for the Salvation of my soul Through the Atoning Sacrifice of Jesus On that cross.
I am thankful to know that there is nothing upon this earth that can take me or my children out of your hand, and your protection. ON this night I pray for healing that Jesus has for us not only for me and my household but for so many others. I pray for Missi and their families, I pray that the doctors will be amazed at the rate of healing that her body will just heal itself. But while she is healing that her family will be able to give her the help she needs. I ask a blessing on her children for I know that they must be very worried about their mommy and on her husband for heavenly father he is your son, and his burdens are heavy. Just make them feel light tonight.. For I know a husband hates to see is wife suffer..
Dear Father in Heaven I call upon the name of my sister Denise and her beautiful daughter Abby.. I know you know them well and you know their heart is scared at this time. I Can feel that mothers pain all too well.. Dear Father I ask that you send this child to the best doctors, that will be able to help her quickly.. I come unto thee on this night to ask a special blessing of peace and comfort upon this household father for they do so much for so many without ever a thought or complain. I ask you tonight as I raise up both of our daughters in prayer to night.. That you created their brains, and that you know exactly why they are going through this and you can completely obliterate this problem. But Dear Father in Heaven I ask you that if it’s something that we must go through, then send the angels in Heaven before us to make the path that we must tread feel light.. I ask that we the darkest times surround us that your name and GLORY will shine through! In all this I ask for in Jesus Christ Name Amen!
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Count your Blessings..
Ok.. I had a major revelation last night,while I was waiting on to see if my eldest daughter was in the middle of having yet another stroke. YOU see I have been having a very hard time with the news that my baby(granted she is the oldest of my children) turned 18 in March.. and that she will be graduating in June..
The biggest revelation was that I should be thankful for all the time that I have had with her .. .That nothing in this life is promised , that we are not even promised to grow old and die ...
You think I would have been clued in to this when my sister was killed by a drunk driver at the age of 18 in August of 1995! My first baby girl has had a rough time in life these last couple of years.. She has had 2 strokes, migraine disorder and a seizure disorder.. There has been many nights that I was told to call our family in to say their good-byes for she wouldn't make it through the night! Yet instead of rejoicing that we have made it to 18, I was devastated that she would be growing up and leaving me..NOt leaving me persay but leaving the safety of MOMMY knowing her medical issues. KNowing how to take care of her.. what shes allgeric to and what she not.. For yous see I have spent the last FIve years fighting to keep her alive.. and I have been afriad to give up my post...
but through prayer and personal revelation I know that She is in her Heavenly Father's hands and he is in control of her life.. I am soo thankful for the plp that but up with me when i am hysterical ,and crying.. And the ones that love me enough to pray for me when i can barley pray for myself..( Thanks again Jeff, Kenzie, Ash, Micheal, Mollie and Rod!! I would be lost without you!! I know there are so many more plp that are praying for my family and I can not find the words to express how much I love you.
When Heavenly Father brought those missionaries to me, He not only brought me the Restored Gospel but a host of Family.. And i love them with every breathe! I am so Thankful that Families are FOREVER!!!!
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Trying to Survive in a Tea and Coffee World
I am not saying that Coffee and Tea are bad,I am trying my best to live my life in accordance to The Gospel of Jesus Christ and Modern Day Revelations by the Prophet. the gospel .With every twist and turn temptation is there to sway me away. I feel that it is up to me , to stay away from influences that I deem wrong . Thankfully we all have agency and what is right for me may not be right for someone else. Since there is so many negative influences that surrounds our daily lives, I have decided to work on something Spiritual at least once a day.. An given myself allowances that it doesn't have to fit in my life anywhere but for me.
Since I made this promise to me and My Heavenly Father my life has been flipped upside down. Alana hasn't been this sick in years and there doesn't seem to be an end in sight.
This week with all the hectic day to day life of trying to bring my daughter back from seizure world , I have decided to work on re-vamping my Modern Day Prophet Chart that I made for some missionaries . Yet this is where I could use the help of my Return Missionaries , I need help in remembering all the Prophets from Noah to current.. Are you up to the challenge?
Since I made this promise to me and My Heavenly Father my life has been flipped upside down. Alana hasn't been this sick in years and there doesn't seem to be an end in sight.
This week with all the hectic day to day life of trying to bring my daughter back from seizure world , I have decided to work on re-vamping my Modern Day Prophet Chart that I made for some missionaries . Yet this is where I could use the help of my Return Missionaries , I need help in remembering all the Prophets from Noah to current.. Are you up to the challenge?
Living Life with a House full of Teenagers
I love my daughters with all my heart. But at times they are the most trying experiences I have ever had. They surely keep me on my toes thinking and on my knees praying. With the fast approaching graduation of my oldest I sit back and wonder where all the time as went. I feels , when your carrying your precious child that the pregnancy will last forever.. Yet from the moment they breathe their first breathe of life on this planet life runs in fast forward. I know lots of little moments escape our day to day views because most people are trying desperately to make it to the next moment..
Yet with all the heartache that comes from parenting their is immense joy. I have often been told that without knowing sorrow you can never truly understand joy.. and that is a lot like raising a family.. You spend years teaching your child to learn to talk, and walk on their own. Then once they start making choices, and assert Independence from you it strikes a cord of fear within your heart. Not fear of them growing up , but the fear of being hurt, and as their mother their protector you learn you have to let go..
My children have been my whole existence since they came into existence as a baby growing inside my womb, yet now as they slowly turn into young women before my very eyes . I am learning to let go, and let them depend on their own brains and stand accountable to their Heavenly Father .So living in a house of teenagers has truly taught me what true atonement is all about. For my children are not perfect, they do not always make the choices that I think is right but I will always love them no matter what they do. I am so blessed to have them in my life and no matter where they go or whom they become I will always be in their corner..
Yet with all the heartache that comes from parenting their is immense joy. I have often been told that without knowing sorrow you can never truly understand joy.. and that is a lot like raising a family.. You spend years teaching your child to learn to talk, and walk on their own. Then once they start making choices, and assert Independence from you it strikes a cord of fear within your heart. Not fear of them growing up , but the fear of being hurt, and as their mother their protector you learn you have to let go..
My children have been my whole existence since they came into existence as a baby growing inside my womb, yet now as they slowly turn into young women before my very eyes . I am learning to let go, and let them depend on their own brains and stand accountable to their Heavenly Father .So living in a house of teenagers has truly taught me what true atonement is all about. For my children are not perfect, they do not always make the choices that I think is right but I will always love them no matter what they do. I am so blessed to have them in my life and no matter where they go or whom they become I will always be in their corner..
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Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Just came back from One of the Many Doctors with Monkey
I feel so blessed to have this doctor on our side. She has a very extensive medical background.. yet she is human and willing to listen.. Her goal today was that if we can not make this to go away completely than we would find a solution and make it livable! That is all I have been asking for with a Team of Doctors in 2 different States for over 5 years now..I know that one day she will have to live on her own , which i desperately want but right now its not safe.. And for that day to come we need a plan. .I feel for the first time in years that we are on the road to the rest of her life.. I feel so blessed to finally find the right doctors and prayer always works!!
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Sharing
Found this new Blog today.. and I just love the Freebies they have. .I love the fonts etc.. so I thought I would share and spread the word!! http://www.kevinandamanda.com/
Week 3 Begins with a PRayer. .
We are Mothers of Divine Heavenly Children, and I feel that it is our duty to stand in the gap for them! We honor our households, and cherish the names of each precious soul that our Heavenly Father has given us to raise. Yet it is our duty as mothers not only to stand the in the gap for our children, but all the children around us! We have a divine Job to raise our children up in the way they shall go, and they will not depart from it.. I am so thankful to each and every one of my Brothers and Sisters that has stood by me and my daughter in these last 3 weeks. I know Heavenly Father has a grand master plan and I know that He sent my child to me, to raise up so she can return back to him with honor.
Dear Father in Heaven,
On this night as I have awoken from my bed with prayers upon my lips, not only for my children but for the children of those I Love around me. I pray on this night that your ministering angels attend to the beds of those who are sick and afflicted. I thank you for your Priesthood Power that is alive and walking upon this earth! I am eternally grateful that you have allowed me and my children to be brought to the earth at time when there is a fullness of the gospel, and salvation of all men is clear! I know that you hear each and even one of our Prayers Dear Father in Heaven and that you love each and every one of us the same for we are your children. We are sacred to you, and our children are to us. I am thankful that even in the mist of the darkest storms, when the world surrounds me with fear , all I have to do is turn to you on my knees and all the love that I would ever need feels my heart! I am so thankful for the Salvation of my soul Through the Atoning Sacrifice of Jesus On that cross.
I am thankful to know that there is nothing upon this earth that can take me or my children out of your hand, and your protection. ON this night I pray for healing that Jesus has for us not only for me and my household but for so many others. I pray for Missi and their families, I pray that the doctors will be amazed at the rate of healing that her body will just heal itself. But while she is healing that her family will be able to give her the help she needs. I ask a blessing on her children for I know that they must be very worried about their mommy and on her husband for heavenly father he is your son, and his burdens are heavy. Just make them feel light tonight.. For I know a husband hates to see is wife suffer..
Dear Father in Heaven I call upon the name of my sister Denise and her beautiful daughter Abby.. I know you know them well and you know their heart is scared at this time. I Can feel that mothers pain all too well.. Dear Father I ask that you send this child to the best doctors, that will be able to help her quickly.. I come unto thee on this night to ask a special blessing of peace and comfort upon this household father for they do so much for so many without ever a thought or complain. I ask you tonight as I raise up both of our daughters in prayer to night.. That you created their brains, and that you know exactly why they are going through this and you can completely obliterate this problem. But Dear Father in Heaven I ask you that if it’s something that we must go through, then send the angels in Heaven before us to make the path that we must tread feel light.. I ask that we the darkest times surround us that your name and GLORY will shine through! In all this I ask for in Jesus Christ Name Amen!
Dear Father in Heaven,
On this night as I have awoken from my bed with prayers upon my lips, not only for my children but for the children of those I Love around me. I pray on this night that your ministering angels attend to the beds of those who are sick and afflicted. I thank you for your Priesthood Power that is alive and walking upon this earth! I am eternally grateful that you have allowed me and my children to be brought to the earth at time when there is a fullness of the gospel, and salvation of all men is clear! I know that you hear each and even one of our Prayers Dear Father in Heaven and that you love each and every one of us the same for we are your children. We are sacred to you, and our children are to us. I am thankful that even in the mist of the darkest storms, when the world surrounds me with fear , all I have to do is turn to you on my knees and all the love that I would ever need feels my heart! I am so thankful for the Salvation of my soul Through the Atoning Sacrifice of Jesus On that cross.
I am thankful to know that there is nothing upon this earth that can take me or my children out of your hand, and your protection. ON this night I pray for healing that Jesus has for us not only for me and my household but for so many others. I pray for Missi and their families, I pray that the doctors will be amazed at the rate of healing that her body will just heal itself. But while she is healing that her family will be able to give her the help she needs. I ask a blessing on her children for I know that they must be very worried about their mommy and on her husband for heavenly father he is your son, and his burdens are heavy. Just make them feel light tonight.. For I know a husband hates to see is wife suffer..
Dear Father in Heaven I call upon the name of my sister Denise and her beautiful daughter Abby.. I know you know them well and you know their heart is scared at this time. I Can feel that mothers pain all too well.. Dear Father I ask that you send this child to the best doctors, that will be able to help her quickly.. I come unto thee on this night to ask a special blessing of peace and comfort upon this household father for they do so much for so many without ever a thought or complain. I ask you tonight as I raise up both of our daughters in prayer to night.. That you created their brains, and that you know exactly why they are going through this and you can completely obliterate this problem. But Dear Father in Heaven I ask you that if it’s something that we must go through, then send the angels in Heaven before us to make the path that we must tread feel light.. I ask that we the darkest times surround us that your name and GLORY will shine through! In all this I ask for in Jesus Christ Name Amen!
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Count your Blessings..
Ok.. I had a major revelation last night,while I was waiting on to see if my eldest daughter was in the middle of having yet another stroke. YOU see I have been having a very hard time with the news that my baby(granted she is the oldest of my children) turned 18 in March.. and that she will be graduating in June..
The biggest revelation was that I should be thankful for all the time that I have had with her .. .That nothing in this life is promised , that we are not even promised to grow old and die ...
You think I would have been clued in to this when my sister was killed by a drunk driver at the age of 18 in August of 1995! My first baby girl has had a rough time in life these last couple of years.. She has had 2 strokes, migraine disorder and a seizure disorder.. There has been many nights that I was told to call our family in to say their good-byes for she wouldn't make it through the night! Yet instead of rejoicing that we have made it to 18, I was devastated that she would be growing up and leaving me..NOt leaving me persay but leaving the safety of MOMMY knowing her medical issues. KNowing how to take care of her.. what shes allgeric to and what she not.. For yous see I have spent the last FIve years fighting to keep her alive.. and I have been afriad to give up my post...
but through prayer and personal revelation I know that She is in her Heavenly Father's hands and he is in control of her life.. I am soo thankful for the plp that but up with me when i am hysterical ,and crying.. And the ones that love me enough to pray for me when i can barley pray for myself..( Thanks again Jeff, Kenzie, Ash, Micheal, Mollie and Rod!! I would be lost without you!! I know there are so many more plp that are praying for my family and I can not find the words to express how much I love you.
When Heavenly Father brought those missionaries to me, He not only brought me the Restored Gospel but a host of Family.. And i love them with every breathe! I am so Thankful that Families are FOREVER!!!!
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Trying to Survive in a Tea and Coffee World
I am not saying that Coffee and Tea are bad,I am trying my best to live my life in accordance to The Gospel of Jesus Christ and Modern Day Revelations by the Prophet. the gospel .With every twist and turn temptation is there to sway me away. I feel that it is up to me , to stay away from influences that I deem wrong . Thankfully we all have agency and what is right for me may not be right for someone else. Since there is so many negative influences that surrounds our daily lives, I have decided to work on something Spiritual at least once a day.. An given myself allowances that it doesn't have to fit in my life anywhere but for me.
Since I made this promise to me and My Heavenly Father my life has been flipped upside down. Alana hasn't been this sick in years and there doesn't seem to be an end in sight.
This week with all the hectic day to day life of trying to bring my daughter back from seizure world , I have decided to work on re-vamping my Modern Day Prophet Chart that I made for some missionaries . Yet this is where I could use the help of my Return Missionaries , I need help in remembering all the Prophets from Noah to current.. Are you up to the challenge?
Since I made this promise to me and My Heavenly Father my life has been flipped upside down. Alana hasn't been this sick in years and there doesn't seem to be an end in sight.
This week with all the hectic day to day life of trying to bring my daughter back from seizure world , I have decided to work on re-vamping my Modern Day Prophet Chart that I made for some missionaries . Yet this is where I could use the help of my Return Missionaries , I need help in remembering all the Prophets from Noah to current.. Are you up to the challenge?
Living Life with a House full of Teenagers
I love my daughters with all my heart. But at times they are the most trying experiences I have ever had. They surely keep me on my toes thinking and on my knees praying. With the fast approaching graduation of my oldest I sit back and wonder where all the time as went. I feels , when your carrying your precious child that the pregnancy will last forever.. Yet from the moment they breathe their first breathe of life on this planet life runs in fast forward. I know lots of little moments escape our day to day views because most people are trying desperately to make it to the next moment..
Yet with all the heartache that comes from parenting their is immense joy. I have often been told that without knowing sorrow you can never truly understand joy.. and that is a lot like raising a family.. You spend years teaching your child to learn to talk, and walk on their own. Then once they start making choices, and assert Independence from you it strikes a cord of fear within your heart. Not fear of them growing up , but the fear of being hurt, and as their mother their protector you learn you have to let go..
My children have been my whole existence since they came into existence as a baby growing inside my womb, yet now as they slowly turn into young women before my very eyes . I am learning to let go, and let them depend on their own brains and stand accountable to their Heavenly Father .So living in a house of teenagers has truly taught me what true atonement is all about. For my children are not perfect, they do not always make the choices that I think is right but I will always love them no matter what they do. I am so blessed to have them in my life and no matter where they go or whom they become I will always be in their corner..
Yet with all the heartache that comes from parenting their is immense joy. I have often been told that without knowing sorrow you can never truly understand joy.. and that is a lot like raising a family.. You spend years teaching your child to learn to talk, and walk on their own. Then once they start making choices, and assert Independence from you it strikes a cord of fear within your heart. Not fear of them growing up , but the fear of being hurt, and as their mother their protector you learn you have to let go..
My children have been my whole existence since they came into existence as a baby growing inside my womb, yet now as they slowly turn into young women before my very eyes . I am learning to let go, and let them depend on their own brains and stand accountable to their Heavenly Father .So living in a house of teenagers has truly taught me what true atonement is all about. For my children are not perfect, they do not always make the choices that I think is right but I will always love them no matter what they do. I am so blessed to have them in my life and no matter where they go or whom they become I will always be in their corner..
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