Saturday, July 31, 2010

Memories... how they seem to flood back at

The worst of times it seems to me that I am hit with a memory . In general its awesome that my mind seems to store memories like a DVD collection.. But this week I am struggling with the loss of my Sister. She was taken from this world almost 15 yrs ago by a drunk driver. At times it feels as if it was yesterday I know most people tell me I should get over it. I have learned to live with the loss but the loss of a sibling is something you never get over nor do I ever want to..
Heavenly Father put her on this earth for a reason, and yes I believe that she fulfilled that purpose and Heavenly Father called her to return back to him as we all will one day.Internally I realize that her upcoming birthday and anniversary of her death is why all these emotions has hit me like a ton of bricks. But even when you realize the source of the event doesn't mean you grasp a better knowledge of how to deal with it. With another day entering into the passage of time, it marches on and stops for no one. I just see how much life has changed for all of us since she left this planet. She still lives on in the lives in all that knew an loved her. At times my mind wonders with who she would have become, if she would be married or having children by now. I miss that incredible laugh, when she walked into a room it was filled with so much love it was if you could reach out and grasp it.. I also know that the children that has came into this world would surely be spoiled by having her in their lives.. I can only imagine for the love she felt for my daughter and her best friends son was unimaginable ! If she could only see them now and the ones that came after.. I realize I m starting to ramble so I think I'll close for now..

Until we meet again on the other side of the veil , know that your are always in my heart and on my mind.. I will love you for all time and Eternity. You will always be my sister until I take my last breathe and even after...
I love you Lisa LaDawn Stevens!! August 8th 1977- August 11th 1995!

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Memories... how they seem to flood back at

The worst of times it seems to me that I am hit with a memory . In general its awesome that my mind seems to store memories like a DVD collection.. But this week I am struggling with the loss of my Sister. She was taken from this world almost 15 yrs ago by a drunk driver. At times it feels as if it was yesterday I know most people tell me I should get over it. I have learned to live with the loss but the loss of a sibling is something you never get over nor do I ever want to..
Heavenly Father put her on this earth for a reason, and yes I believe that she fulfilled that purpose and Heavenly Father called her to return back to him as we all will one day.Internally I realize that her upcoming birthday and anniversary of her death is why all these emotions has hit me like a ton of bricks. But even when you realize the source of the event doesn't mean you grasp a better knowledge of how to deal with it. With another day entering into the passage of time, it marches on and stops for no one. I just see how much life has changed for all of us since she left this planet. She still lives on in the lives in all that knew an loved her. At times my mind wonders with who she would have become, if she would be married or having children by now. I miss that incredible laugh, when she walked into a room it was filled with so much love it was if you could reach out and grasp it.. I also know that the children that has came into this world would surely be spoiled by having her in their lives.. I can only imagine for the love she felt for my daughter and her best friends son was unimaginable ! If she could only see them now and the ones that came after.. I realize I m starting to ramble so I think I'll close for now..

Until we meet again on the other side of the veil , know that your are always in my heart and on my mind.. I will love you for all time and Eternity. You will always be my sister until I take my last breathe and even after...
I love you Lisa LaDawn Stevens!! August 8th 1977- August 11th 1995!

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