Tuesday, January 11, 2011

One Day at a Time

As I step into the world that our Heavenly Father created for us, there are no promises of tomorrow.. There is no one that is going  to be my personally cheerleading squad.. but there are my friends, the ones that I have a greater bond with than the ones that have the same blood rushing through thier veins. We were put on this planet for a reason, to return back to our Heavenly Father. I know as my children grow older , I slowly handing them over the reins of thier lives.So they can face the consquences of thier choices and it terrifies me..I'm thier mother I love them, I just want to protect them. But they are not babies anymore, I can not hold them an make all thier choices for them .. They have to learn because there is going to be a that they will have familes of thier own.. So my dear friends , as you bring those innocent babies into this world... take lots of pictures, take time out of each just just to hold them in your arms.. because within a blink of your eyes they are going to be adults on their own.. love u..
One day at time, I will walk hand in hand with my Savior Jesus Christ.. I will read the "stories" of his journey here on earth, so that I may be able to return back to our Father ..I am thankful that Families are forever..

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Changes.. the great circle that we call LIFE

This week has been full of love, laugther and even pain. This week has been full of emotional ups and downs. We had an amazing Christmas, we rocked in the New Year with Party atmosphere, streams necklaces, blowing horns , amazing food and full of great friends! This year was about Celebrating what we could have lost in the Robinette household, for just a few short months ago I was closer to the other side of the veil than I was here.. I was determined to have my family by myside, laughing all the way into 2011.. for it was a very real reality that if it wasnt for the mercy of my Heavenly Father I wouldnt be here to Celebrate with them.
Times like these when I set down with my laptop, an Pandora blaring out of the speakers I would almost swear that I was mutliple personality.. I have my quick mix blaring as I find my 'zone' to let my heart pour out on to this page, to let you inside to depths of my soul.. Here you will find no hidden secrets, no last regrets, no words left spoken but it will be your choice if you want to read them or not.. (http://www.pandora.com/people/stevens2robinette96 ) My musical range is as varied as my friends, you may never know what you will find me listening to as I write , clean or just want some me time..
 As we entered into the last day of 2010, I recieved a phone call that a human being we all dread. I hear my dear friend, no in reality she is my sister, call me to tell me that her father passed away this morning.. We knew he was in a battle , and one that he most likely would not win.. But as a child , you believe your parents are super heros with super powers.. That there isnt anything they can not conquer ,even a little thing called death will not be able to hold them down.
My views on death has always been strange to others, but to me they are even more defined since my experiance in September. I can remember being in the dark place surrounded by nothing but peace an love that incompassed your whole being .You thinking of nothing but drawing closer to that light, love, and peace. Your thoughts are not of this world, not of what your leaving behind but what is waiting for you.. For you see at the end of the dark tunnel I saw my Sister, My Aunt and Uncle (whom I love as my parents) ..they were waiting for me love shining through them, all  I wanted to do was reach out to them, to embrace them for it has been so long since Ive held them in my arms. But before I could get within reaching distance of my beautiful baby sister she held out her hand in front as if to stop me.. Thats when I thought of my children, of my family that I would leave behind.. That is when I started fighting . I know my family is eternal, I know that we must say goodbye for a short time. We are not promised an amount of time upon this earth, but we are responsible for how we live them.
Sitting in Charlies funeral (Nancy's daddy) I thought not of what we had lost on this earth but what he had gained beyond that veil. He was ready to return back to his Heavenly Father, the giving of his life, the Master of his Eternal life.. We may have lost a loving father, but he returned back into the presence of HIS Father that gave him eternal life. I mourn his loss for his daughter, but I rejoice with him for the blessing he recieved intering into the presense of our Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ.. I can almost hear them say Enter In my Child Well Done.. You fought a good fight, and ran your race.. Now its time to take your rest.. One day that is a path that we will all walk , we will not walk it alone if we have taken upon the "Name of Jesus Christ" through his atonement. He will lead us home , for he came to save the world, to give us a way to return back into the GLory of Heavenly Father's presence. With this knowledge I say a simple prayer.. That as grief, trials and tribulations come to you in this life do not let it over take you.. Do not let it steal you from the presence of your Savior Jesus Christ and our Heavenly Father, they have loved us since Time began.. I leave you with this scripture Psalm 91 1-16...
Until we meet again, I leave thee with my love  ...

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

One Day at a Time

As I step into the world that our Heavenly Father created for us, there are no promises of tomorrow.. There is no one that is going  to be my personally cheerleading squad.. but there are my friends, the ones that I have a greater bond with than the ones that have the same blood rushing through thier veins. We were put on this planet for a reason, to return back to our Heavenly Father. I know as my children grow older , I slowly handing them over the reins of thier lives.So they can face the consquences of thier choices and it terrifies me..I'm thier mother I love them, I just want to protect them. But they are not babies anymore, I can not hold them an make all thier choices for them .. They have to learn because there is going to be a that they will have familes of thier own.. So my dear friends , as you bring those innocent babies into this world... take lots of pictures, take time out of each just just to hold them in your arms.. because within a blink of your eyes they are going to be adults on their own.. love u..
One day at time, I will walk hand in hand with my Savior Jesus Christ.. I will read the "stories" of his journey here on earth, so that I may be able to return back to our Father ..I am thankful that Families are forever..

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Changes.. the great circle that we call LIFE

This week has been full of love, laugther and even pain. This week has been full of emotional ups and downs. We had an amazing Christmas, we rocked in the New Year with Party atmosphere, streams necklaces, blowing horns , amazing food and full of great friends! This year was about Celebrating what we could have lost in the Robinette household, for just a few short months ago I was closer to the other side of the veil than I was here.. I was determined to have my family by myside, laughing all the way into 2011.. for it was a very real reality that if it wasnt for the mercy of my Heavenly Father I wouldnt be here to Celebrate with them.
Times like these when I set down with my laptop, an Pandora blaring out of the speakers I would almost swear that I was mutliple personality.. I have my quick mix blaring as I find my 'zone' to let my heart pour out on to this page, to let you inside to depths of my soul.. Here you will find no hidden secrets, no last regrets, no words left spoken but it will be your choice if you want to read them or not.. (http://www.pandora.com/people/stevens2robinette96 ) My musical range is as varied as my friends, you may never know what you will find me listening to as I write , clean or just want some me time..
 As we entered into the last day of 2010, I recieved a phone call that a human being we all dread. I hear my dear friend, no in reality she is my sister, call me to tell me that her father passed away this morning.. We knew he was in a battle , and one that he most likely would not win.. But as a child , you believe your parents are super heros with super powers.. That there isnt anything they can not conquer ,even a little thing called death will not be able to hold them down.
My views on death has always been strange to others, but to me they are even more defined since my experiance in September. I can remember being in the dark place surrounded by nothing but peace an love that incompassed your whole being .You thinking of nothing but drawing closer to that light, love, and peace. Your thoughts are not of this world, not of what your leaving behind but what is waiting for you.. For you see at the end of the dark tunnel I saw my Sister, My Aunt and Uncle (whom I love as my parents) ..they were waiting for me love shining through them, all  I wanted to do was reach out to them, to embrace them for it has been so long since Ive held them in my arms. But before I could get within reaching distance of my beautiful baby sister she held out her hand in front as if to stop me.. Thats when I thought of my children, of my family that I would leave behind.. That is when I started fighting . I know my family is eternal, I know that we must say goodbye for a short time. We are not promised an amount of time upon this earth, but we are responsible for how we live them.
Sitting in Charlies funeral (Nancy's daddy) I thought not of what we had lost on this earth but what he had gained beyond that veil. He was ready to return back to his Heavenly Father, the giving of his life, the Master of his Eternal life.. We may have lost a loving father, but he returned back into the presence of HIS Father that gave him eternal life. I mourn his loss for his daughter, but I rejoice with him for the blessing he recieved intering into the presense of our Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ.. I can almost hear them say Enter In my Child Well Done.. You fought a good fight, and ran your race.. Now its time to take your rest.. One day that is a path that we will all walk , we will not walk it alone if we have taken upon the "Name of Jesus Christ" through his atonement. He will lead us home , for he came to save the world, to give us a way to return back into the GLory of Heavenly Father's presence. With this knowledge I say a simple prayer.. That as grief, trials and tribulations come to you in this life do not let it over take you.. Do not let it steal you from the presence of your Savior Jesus Christ and our Heavenly Father, they have loved us since Time began.. I leave you with this scripture Psalm 91 1-16...
Until we meet again, I leave thee with my love  ...

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