Pre- Existance

Within the preceding week, overcoming death has turned my thoughts to the other side of the veil. My heart is full; my mind is abundant with the Spirit. I want to share with you my friends and family what is impression unto my soul. I reminisce about going to Time Out for Women a couple of years ago. I can remember sensitivity to the awesome spirit in that room, and hearing Sister Nelson tell us that," if only we had a Pre-Existence dvd” So if we could remember all the promises that we made with our Heavenly Father before we came to Earth." I also remember Michael Wilcox talking about," how we are divine Spirit daughters of our Heavenly Father and how we are exceptional generation. We are here on this Earth at this time in all of time, because our Heavenly Father knows we can handle the temptations and overcome them to return back to him."
Those words were powerful then but I tell you my friends they are more powerful know as I look back on all I have overcame. I know that without a shadow of doubt without the Priesthood power that is alive on this earth and prayers from all around the world that I received I would have not made it back from the Coma. I had a testimony before the Coma but now my “Testimony” is concrete, unmovable. I wish I could have avoided all that but do I regret the outcome no… I have always said your funeral; all those in attendance signifies how well you lived your life. How many you loved and were loved in return. The unfortunate side effect of life is that many people live this life pondering if their lives mean anything, wondering if they are loved by those they love..
Well my beloved friends I can tell you that I know without a shadow of doubt that I am loved, that my ultimate accomplishment in this life will not be the millions I make in a board room but my beautiful daughters that Heavenly Father gave me to raise . I will raise them with a higher determination because life is not about how many millions you make but about how many souls you help lead back to Our Father In Heaven.
Right now I feel closer to my love ones that I have traversed that Veil, I guess I know how truly thin it is. I believe that within one heartbeat we all could be reunited. I know that I have a resolve under Heaven and I am not ready to go anywhere.
The time upon this world is short, the temptations that will rise are greater than anyone has ever derived across that has existed upon this earth. Satan is the great deceiver, once the most magnificent angel in Heaven, he choose to become the author of all lies. He chose to create a war within Heaven and took 1/3 of all the angels with him. We are different than those angel we have “agency”, we can choose right or wrong.
In order to endure this world we will have to stay in our scriptures, and on our knees in prayer. I am so thankful that I have the privilege of believing that there is a Modern Day Prophet and I can follow his direction for my family and my life. Prophet Monson will warn us of things that are forthcoming that could attack our families. Satan will try to hit us in our weakest spot with these temptations and it will not be so apparent. It could be a weakness that we thought we had overcome. I urge my loved ones to stay in prayer, keep our families united as one .For there is nothing on this side of veil that is worth losing your family over. Families are forever, what is bound on earth will be bound in Heaven. (Through proper Priesthood authority)
There is nothing paramount then being a Beloved Spirit daughter of my Heavenly Father I recognize that he loves me, and wants what is best for me. I identify that the time on this earth is short; I am here to learn the things that I need to learn in this physical body. Earth is the separation from our Spirit bodies and our Heavenly Father. It is our job to go through the things that will lead us back to the eternities.
I didn’t mean to go on a tirade my dear ones but with time on my hands and my heart brimming with the Spirit of my Heavenly Father who knows what will derive out of these hands as I typed into this keyboard. May we all be found faithful and return with honor to our Father in Heaven. Until next time I set words to paper..
All my love goes with you who read this. May your hearts be filled with love, and your families united under the Heavens.
Rata..

The Final Acts of Life..

Have you ever wondered what happens when we close our eyes for the final time? I know that this week I came very close to experiancing what is on "the Other Side" Not out of what my church beliefs are, or how I lived my life but honestly it all plays into that. I know that we have a Kind gracious loving Heavenly Father that is patiently loving and watching over us from the other side of veil.
I will tell you it is very strange to go to sleep one night , and be declared unresponsive. I came very close to not waking up on this side of eternity but on the "other Side" .. Believe me when you have been through an experience like this it puts your priorities in life. My only thoughts were of my husband, my children , my family and friends. It can not imagine what that phone call was like on the end that my dearest friend answered, " Hello this is Kings Daughter's Medical Center .. .are you.. are you her POA shes non-responsive. " Yes I am glad that at 35 I had the paper work in to play for years. That I had expressed my wishes to my family and especially to my best friend to answered that call.  It was paper work that I never thought I would have to use but I am so thankful to have it into place. I am thankful for all the love an support that has flooded from around the world for me and my family.
I am thankful that Prayers are still answered and Jesus Christ still performs miracles upon this earth today. Yes it is a primary theme, but it is the theme of my life , I personally know that Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ is still in the miracles business . I am living breathing proof of that , 48 hrs ago I was in ICU not responding to anyone. Today I am setting at home with my family, my children and waiting for my hubby to walk through the door.. I am not ready to leave this life , but I do have the security of knowing that whether I am here or on the other side by family is with me loving me..  FAMILIES  ARE FOREVER AND APART OF HEAVENLY FATHER'S PLAN..

Endless Summer days..

So you ever wish you could just have endless summer days to spend with your children and love ones.. Well today I took that moment just for me. Today my husband and our children meet one of my best friends down at the Park .. It was amazing just to take time out of our day to day crazy lives and watch the children play. Granted it was more like watching hers play an keeping tabs on the teenagers..  I remember the times when it was myself chasing after little ones insted of trying to get my cell away from teenagers. Life goes by so quicky at time but it was wonderful all of us getting sprayed by the water as it jetts up from the ground.. With in a blink of an eye these stumbling toddlers , and elementary smart mouths turn into teenage drama queens and quarter backs of the football team.
So my request is that you enjoy each minute of the day , love the ones your with cause before your very eyes time will fly by.. Time changes we all grow up, out into the worlds and make sure the one you love will love you back through enternity...

Changes...

Today is a New beginning for my Family! For you see school started today! Taz has began her first day of high-school and our baby Frog has started her last year of middle school ! For 8th grade calls her, with new friends to make in a new school making a fresh new start!
I can remember carrying these precious angels, raising them from infants ,and some days praying for strength to make it through that minute! Now flash forward 14 years an I have a daughter starting Seminary an high-school! The baby that wasn't ever suppose to live is now 13 in her last year of lower elementary education! To all of My friends/family out there enjoy each moment an photography all you can for those babies your holding so close to your hearts now will be a teenager before your very eyes in just a blink of time! So as I celebrate these changes I want to take a moment to say cherish each for Its a blessing from our Father in Heaven, & take tons of photos become your own family's stalker! Because in the end when They have children of their child think of the memories & blackmail you will have! Love you all,until next time!

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Random Memories

As I was driving down the highway a song popped into my head.. An before you start laughing you must remember I am a adolescent of the late 80's and early 90's so the majority of the Glam Rock bands are my absolute favorite . As I was driving down the road Jon Bon Jovi's song "Blood on Blood" started replaying in my head. Even though I haven't listened in years that song has more significance in the present day than it did at that time.

    As the lyrics go,

“ I can still remember
          When I was just a kid
                 When friends were friends forever
                     And what you said was what you did Blood on blood
         One on one
                  We'd still be standing
                     When all was said and done
              Blood on blood
            One on one
                  And I'll be here for you
                   Till Kingdom come
                   Blood on blood"

Granted I have taken the freedom of shortening the lyrics that suits my framework of thoughts right now. Are there people in your day to day life that you would go to the ends of the earth for? Are there people that you love no matter where they are? And if they called you at three am would you respond to that ringing of the telephone and be willing to help?

      I am a firm believer in that Family doesn't consist of the people who are only genetically connected to you. For in my own life I created my family. No I am not directly talking about the man that I choice or marry, or have children with. I am talking about those people who we meet in life and have an instant connection with. Sometimes I feel that certain people are in our life as challenges not meant to destroy us but to cause us to grow, change and become a better person. But for every "Challenge” Heavenly Father gives us, He also gives us a person who will love us unconditionally a support us through all Time and Eternity.  It is up to us as individuals to live our life as we see fit and to understand what a “Challenge” is and what is a blessing. So my beloved friends as I set down to find my own "Challenges and Blessings" I persuade you to do the same for I do feel like this is a personal revelation that I just wanted to share.

Back to School

It's time to get organized with the words that every child dreads , mothers cheer and yes my dear ones its "Back to School " time in the Robinette Household. I am in the process of reorganizing the house again, granted I only finished the first round but there is times when I wonder if I will ever be done. Finally we have a working washer and drying in our own home!! Yay granted we had to re run  water and electric line but we have a separate room to wash clothes! its Amazing for the girls are in the process of learning how to be responsible for their own laundry. They are no longer babies but young women who needs to learn to stand on their own in this world. 

The house is still a work in progress but what makes it a home our the souls that are contained within these walls. I love being able to go to bed at night without worrying that the girls are gonna get into a fight, for now they have their own rooms. The biggest fight I have to referee now is the line to their bathroom. 

I love being able to cook and have family and friends over for dinner.Whether its my tacos, or just something easy that I threw together.. I guess I love to entertain LOL!  It is hard to believe that Taz has started her Freshman Year in High School and Wolfie has entered in to her last year of middle school 8th grade.. Here we come rushing into the unknown. This is the part of parenting where I learn to let go , teach them to be independent beautiful women that I know they can be. Oh what to do with myself, its time for all of us to become who we were meant to be inside.

Spending time with Friends an Family

    No matter how crazy life gets we need to take the time to spend with those we love regardless how we are related to them! Whether they are family or friends love doesn't  know or understand Relationship to the heart. I have come to realize that life flashes before you eyes while you are here in earth. And it is up to each individual how they have spent their lives. 

   The only thing  I want to take to my death bed with me are having my family surround me, and my service to my Heavenly Father to echo the love that I have given people that have been in my life . I do not wait to lay in my death bed breathing my last breathes and have regrets with me! I try to live my life by loving people to the fullest extent of my heart, and all I expect is to be loved in return.. I may not be even liked by all but at last I will know those who loved me love who  I truly am no false faces or false expectations here. So if you ask me a question you better want what I truly feel or the Truth as I see it .. because somethings in life isn't pretty and I will not pretty it up for you.. 
My husband told me recently that he missed the girl I use to be that had a backbone that wouldn't take crap from anyone at anytime! I lived my live by my own standards with no apologies.. I miss that girl too.. and I will find her if its the last thing I do.. For I am tired of being a doormat.. I am tired of being taken advantage of its time to return to basics ..