Changes…
As I sit here listening to, “The House That Built Me” by Miranda Lambert. Memories rush through my mind, memories of my childhood and all those that are no longer here. I am not the same person as I was the day I was born or even the day I went into the hospital on that rainy September night.
Many things has changed inside my soul, for once in my life I am not trying to please the people that are in my life, I am living only to please my God, My family and Myself. These are the only people I answer to know in my life. I may be someone’s daughter but I am no longer a child. I have the agency that Heavenly Father gave me to make choices.
I have realized that I don’t want to have regrets when I close my eyes for the last time. As I face the eternities I don’t want to have regrets of should’ve done... or could’ve done. . I want to know inside my heart and soul that I lived my life to the fullest never slowing down or giving up on my hopes and dream. I will take my life by the reigns and be in control of it... There isn’t a man on this earth that I am afraid of and the only Judge I have to answer to is my family, and Heavenly Father. A family that I answer to consist of my husband, and children. I know that people may think I have lost it and that I’m going crazy but life is short, too short to live it in misery.
I leave a final question with you, my love ones … If you were to take your last breathe on earth tonight .what would be the one thing you would regret not doing.. SO all that I ask of you, the ones that I love, is either come on this journey with me, or love me in spite of my choices.
Comments are encouraged and most welcome.. leave me your thoughts
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Changes...
Changes…
As I sit here listening to, “The House That Built Me” by Miranda Lambert. Memories rush through my mind, memories of my childhood and all those that are no longer here. I am not the same person as I was the day I was born or even the day I went into the hospital on that rainy September night.
Many things has changed inside my soul, for once in my life I am not trying to please the people that are in my life, I am living only to please my God, My family and Myself. These are the only people I answer to know in my life. I may be someone’s daughter but I am no longer a child. I have the agency that Heavenly Father gave me to make choices.
I have realized that I don’t want to have regrets when I close my eyes for the last time. As I face the eternities I don’t want to have regrets of should’ve done... or could’ve done. . I want to know inside my heart and soul that I lived my life to the fullest never slowing down or giving up on my hopes and dream. I will take my life by the reigns and be in control of it... There isn’t a man on this earth that I am afraid of and the only Judge I have to answer to is my family, and Heavenly Father. A family that I answer to consist of my husband, and children. I know that people may think I have lost it and that I’m going crazy but life is short, too short to live it in misery.
I leave a final question with you, my love ones … If you were to take your last breathe on earth tonight .what would be the one thing you would regret not doing.. SO all that I ask of you, the ones that I love, is either come on this journey with me, or love me in spite of my choices.
Comments are encouraged and most welcome.. leave me your thoughts
As I sit here listening to, “The House That Built Me” by Miranda Lambert. Memories rush through my mind, memories of my childhood and all those that are no longer here. I am not the same person as I was the day I was born or even the day I went into the hospital on that rainy September night.
Many things has changed inside my soul, for once in my life I am not trying to please the people that are in my life, I am living only to please my God, My family and Myself. These are the only people I answer to know in my life. I may be someone’s daughter but I am no longer a child. I have the agency that Heavenly Father gave me to make choices.
I have realized that I don’t want to have regrets when I close my eyes for the last time. As I face the eternities I don’t want to have regrets of should’ve done... or could’ve done. . I want to know inside my heart and soul that I lived my life to the fullest never slowing down or giving up on my hopes and dream. I will take my life by the reigns and be in control of it... There isn’t a man on this earth that I am afraid of and the only Judge I have to answer to is my family, and Heavenly Father. A family that I answer to consist of my husband, and children. I know that people may think I have lost it and that I’m going crazy but life is short, too short to live it in misery.
I leave a final question with you, my love ones … If you were to take your last breathe on earth tonight .what would be the one thing you would regret not doing.. SO all that I ask of you, the ones that I love, is either come on this journey with me, or love me in spite of my choices.
Comments are encouraged and most welcome.. leave me your thoughts
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