To me life is full of little miracles, chances to share the love you feel with the people around you, and no matter how crappy your day has been there will always be someone in there willing to either
1.)Stab you in the back
2.) or pick you up when you fall. ..
I am lucky to say that I have more of the number 2 people in my life which is fanastic .. I love my family, yes you know who you are and just because we have the same blood running through our veins that does not make us family.. My family , the ones I would die or kill for are the ones that I have created out of love, that I am bonded to till the day I die..
I feel so blessed to have amazing women, mothers, best friends ( whom are as close to me as sisters ) in my life.. I love my girls that I can call anytime , day or night an they are always there to listen to my fears, wipe away my tears and reassure me that life will get better.. They love me, and support me no matter how stupid I act, no matter how I royally screw up or even when I can become an hateful psychotic WITCH. ..Yes, even I have my Bi-polar days.. I am bi-polar.. not really but there are days where I cant even stand my self not counting the world around me.. An these amazing friends call and say Hey .. I LOVE YOU .. when I need it the most. OR setting down to a spur of the moment Lunch date with my besties.... Makes the days alot brighter..
Is it sad that I still have my Returned Missionaries on my speed dial?? These amazing men and women changed my family forever, they changed me for the better.. I was so unhappy, struggling to find peace in a choatic world.. They have shown me that love this unconditonal , that when you tell someone something it stays there, an there is no judgement calls made.. These people has seen us at nearly are worst and still loved us, still supported us.. and still do to this day even if theyre on the opposite coast.. :( You can still be seperated by distance, and still be loved... I love my West Coast family with all my heart.. I miss your beautiful smililing faces an please know that your in my thoughts ,prayers and heart every day that I breath..
Last night I recieved a little miracle, one of my long lost daugthers came home.. I can not even find the words to express how much love and gratitude that my heart is overflowing.. This child was there for me when my world fell apart, an everyone walked out the door.. but she would lay in bed with me for hours keeping me company , making sure I stayed sane.. there was many a nights that we would just lay there an talking into the wee hours of the morning. .It was so nice just to be able to lay there and make fun of the fact that there's nothing on the tv at 5am.. even with 400 channels ( ok maybe not 400 but with the satellite it feels that way.. ) I love her as if I had given birth to her myself, there isnt anything that I wouldnt do for her.. I am glad that shes back HOME where I know shes safe..
Life is good on the homefront.. I may have only given birth to three beautiful daughters, that I am so proud to be there Momma.. but I am thankful for the many, many that I have had the pleasure in my life to love, and be loved in return.. the most amazing part of being a Mother is seeing your babies grow up into fanastic women.. Women that your proud of and best friends with. Dont get me wrong my girls know that I love them I would always have their backs no matter what, but when it comes time to either be their Momma or best friend. Momma wins hands down everytime, for I was charged with the responsiblity of thier precious souls, making sure they turn out to be loving productive adults.. So today I am rejoicing in this little miracles that occur in our lives, that no matter how dark the storm rages there will always be a rainbow in the end..There will always be blessing at the end of the darkest trials.. We are not alone , living our lives we have a Heavenly Father who loves us and wants what is best for us.. Thanks to my family, my besties and all my Children .. for without you I would be the person I am . an guess what I kind love me..
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Monday, February 7, 2011
Life's little miracles...
To me life is full of little miracles, chances to share the love you feel with the people around you, and no matter how crappy your day has been there will always be someone in there willing to either
1.)Stab you in the back
2.) or pick you up when you fall. ..
I am lucky to say that I have more of the number 2 people in my life which is fanastic .. I love my family, yes you know who you are and just because we have the same blood running through our veins that does not make us family.. My family , the ones I would die or kill for are the ones that I have created out of love, that I am bonded to till the day I die..
I feel so blessed to have amazing women, mothers, best friends ( whom are as close to me as sisters ) in my life.. I love my girls that I can call anytime , day or night an they are always there to listen to my fears, wipe away my tears and reassure me that life will get better.. They love me, and support me no matter how stupid I act, no matter how I royally screw up or even when I can become an hateful psychotic WITCH. ..Yes, even I have my Bi-polar days.. I am bi-polar.. not really but there are days where I cant even stand my self not counting the world around me.. An these amazing friends call and say Hey .. I LOVE YOU .. when I need it the most. OR setting down to a spur of the moment Lunch date with my besties.... Makes the days alot brighter..
Is it sad that I still have my Returned Missionaries on my speed dial?? These amazing men and women changed my family forever, they changed me for the better.. I was so unhappy, struggling to find peace in a choatic world.. They have shown me that love this unconditonal , that when you tell someone something it stays there, an there is no judgement calls made.. These people has seen us at nearly are worst and still loved us, still supported us.. and still do to this day even if theyre on the opposite coast.. :( You can still be seperated by distance, and still be loved... I love my West Coast family with all my heart.. I miss your beautiful smililing faces an please know that your in my thoughts ,prayers and heart every day that I breath..
Last night I recieved a little miracle, one of my long lost daugthers came home.. I can not even find the words to express how much love and gratitude that my heart is overflowing.. This child was there for me when my world fell apart, an everyone walked out the door.. but she would lay in bed with me for hours keeping me company , making sure I stayed sane.. there was many a nights that we would just lay there an talking into the wee hours of the morning. .It was so nice just to be able to lay there and make fun of the fact that there's nothing on the tv at 5am.. even with 400 channels ( ok maybe not 400 but with the satellite it feels that way.. ) I love her as if I had given birth to her myself, there isnt anything that I wouldnt do for her.. I am glad that shes back HOME where I know shes safe..
Life is good on the homefront.. I may have only given birth to three beautiful daughters, that I am so proud to be there Momma.. but I am thankful for the many, many that I have had the pleasure in my life to love, and be loved in return.. the most amazing part of being a Mother is seeing your babies grow up into fanastic women.. Women that your proud of and best friends with. Dont get me wrong my girls know that I love them I would always have their backs no matter what, but when it comes time to either be their Momma or best friend. Momma wins hands down everytime, for I was charged with the responsiblity of thier precious souls, making sure they turn out to be loving productive adults.. So today I am rejoicing in this little miracles that occur in our lives, that no matter how dark the storm rages there will always be a rainbow in the end..There will always be blessing at the end of the darkest trials.. We are not alone , living our lives we have a Heavenly Father who loves us and wants what is best for us.. Thanks to my family, my besties and all my Children .. for without you I would be the person I am . an guess what I kind love me..
1.)Stab you in the back
2.) or pick you up when you fall. ..
I am lucky to say that I have more of the number 2 people in my life which is fanastic .. I love my family, yes you know who you are and just because we have the same blood running through our veins that does not make us family.. My family , the ones I would die or kill for are the ones that I have created out of love, that I am bonded to till the day I die..
I feel so blessed to have amazing women, mothers, best friends ( whom are as close to me as sisters ) in my life.. I love my girls that I can call anytime , day or night an they are always there to listen to my fears, wipe away my tears and reassure me that life will get better.. They love me, and support me no matter how stupid I act, no matter how I royally screw up or even when I can become an hateful psychotic WITCH. ..Yes, even I have my Bi-polar days.. I am bi-polar.. not really but there are days where I cant even stand my self not counting the world around me.. An these amazing friends call and say Hey .. I LOVE YOU .. when I need it the most. OR setting down to a spur of the moment Lunch date with my besties.... Makes the days alot brighter..
Is it sad that I still have my Returned Missionaries on my speed dial?? These amazing men and women changed my family forever, they changed me for the better.. I was so unhappy, struggling to find peace in a choatic world.. They have shown me that love this unconditonal , that when you tell someone something it stays there, an there is no judgement calls made.. These people has seen us at nearly are worst and still loved us, still supported us.. and still do to this day even if theyre on the opposite coast.. :( You can still be seperated by distance, and still be loved... I love my West Coast family with all my heart.. I miss your beautiful smililing faces an please know that your in my thoughts ,prayers and heart every day that I breath..
Last night I recieved a little miracle, one of my long lost daugthers came home.. I can not even find the words to express how much love and gratitude that my heart is overflowing.. This child was there for me when my world fell apart, an everyone walked out the door.. but she would lay in bed with me for hours keeping me company , making sure I stayed sane.. there was many a nights that we would just lay there an talking into the wee hours of the morning. .It was so nice just to be able to lay there and make fun of the fact that there's nothing on the tv at 5am.. even with 400 channels ( ok maybe not 400 but with the satellite it feels that way.. ) I love her as if I had given birth to her myself, there isnt anything that I wouldnt do for her.. I am glad that shes back HOME where I know shes safe..
Life is good on the homefront.. I may have only given birth to three beautiful daughters, that I am so proud to be there Momma.. but I am thankful for the many, many that I have had the pleasure in my life to love, and be loved in return.. the most amazing part of being a Mother is seeing your babies grow up into fanastic women.. Women that your proud of and best friends with. Dont get me wrong my girls know that I love them I would always have their backs no matter what, but when it comes time to either be their Momma or best friend. Momma wins hands down everytime, for I was charged with the responsiblity of thier precious souls, making sure they turn out to be loving productive adults.. So today I am rejoicing in this little miracles that occur in our lives, that no matter how dark the storm rages there will always be a rainbow in the end..There will always be blessing at the end of the darkest trials.. We are not alone , living our lives we have a Heavenly Father who loves us and wants what is best for us.. Thanks to my family, my besties and all my Children .. for without you I would be the person I am . an guess what I kind love me..
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i LOVE you Rata. i LOVE your positive outlook on life, and that Heavenly Father let me become a part of your family :) I miss you like crazy, and can NOT even wait to see you again! xoxoxoxox,
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ashley
Oh my dear Rata, I love you, too! And I desperately miss my "greater-Cincinnati area" family as well. One of these days I'll convince Adam to come back, and he will get to meet the amazing people who kept ME sane (and well fed!) during the mission!
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Once again you've made my day. Oh how I miss you. Your west coast family seriously needs a visit. Now that I have a beautiful little daughter of my own, I apprecaite your words even more. Love you!
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i LOVE you Rata. i LOVE your positive outlook on life, and that Heavenly Father let me become a part of your family :) I miss you like crazy, and can NOT even wait to see you again! xoxoxoxox,
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Oh my dear Rata, I love you, too! And I desperately miss my "greater-Cincinnati area" family as well. One of these days I'll convince Adam to come back, and he will get to meet the amazing people who kept ME sane (and well fed!) during the mission!
ReplyDeleteOnce again you've made my day. Oh how I miss you. Your west coast family seriously needs a visit. Now that I have a beautiful little daughter of my own, I apprecaite your words even more. Love you!
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