Spending time with Friends an Family

    No matter how crazy life gets we need to take the time to spend with those we love regardless how we are related to them! Whether they are family or friends love doesn't  know or understand Relationship to the heart. I have come to realize that life flashes before you eyes while you are here in earth. And it is up to each individual how they have spent their lives. 

   The only thing  I want to take to my death bed with me are having my family surround me, and my service to my Heavenly Father to echo the love that I have given people that have been in my life . I do not wait to lay in my death bed breathing my last breathes and have regrets with me! I try to live my life by loving people to the fullest extent of my heart, and all I expect is to be loved in return.. I may not be even liked by all but at last I will know those who loved me love who  I truly am no false faces or false expectations here. So if you ask me a question you better want what I truly feel or the Truth as I see it .. because somethings in life isn't pretty and I will not pretty it up for you.. 
My husband told me recently that he missed the girl I use to be that had a backbone that wouldn't take crap from anyone at anytime! I lived my live by my own standards with no apologies.. I miss that girl too.. and I will find her if its the last thing I do.. For I am tired of being a doormat.. I am tired of being taken advantage of its time to return to basics ..