I am amazed at the human mind, how it can recall whispers of a lovers voice. as i set here in this huge bed alone . I can recall your breathe upon my skin, the very taste of your essence as it evades all of my senses. These are feelings that i will take with me no matter where I travel across this great land of ours or whom i share my bed with...
I have learned many lessons throughout my life; you can share beautiful experiances with someone that will truly enrich your life and not be in love with them . I feel that moment can enrich your soul, help you grow as a human being. I know as a younger women I often confused the two, believeing that I had to be in love to have sex . Not only did I add lots of undo stress into my life, but the life expericances I was meant to have also decreased. We are given paths in this life to walk , to learn from them . But we can sell ourselves short, an truly miss out on wonderful experiances.;and I for one am tired of living my life in fear of not meeting someone elses expectations an feel miserable. I choose this day to live for myself, and the consequences of my actions i take upon my self for in the end of this life that is the only person i will answer to...
As you sit infront of your computers, and click the link that leads you straight into my soul and life. My blogs have become a window for me to work through things in my life, things that I would normally never share. But I feel that we go through things in this life for a purpose. Somethings that I have surived may help someone, even if it just shows that your not alone.. So as u read my rambling just take the time to jot a comment! Let me know your thoughts and emotions upon what your reading, Let me feel like we are a collective soul sharing the same experiance called LIFE..
And I wanna just to say THANKS for taking time out of your hetic day 2 life to read my thoughts, emotions and just a response to lifes struggles. It may not be the "right" response but its mine, and its honest...
ok, for those of you who truly know me , known that i have wanted to get my tongue pierced for ever...But i held back for some insane reason, partly fear of the process and then rejection of those around me.
Well for once I did what i wanted to do.. Yeah it was a fun experiance for Alana got her's done at the same time. i have found that i want to buy more tongue rings so i can constantly change them out with my mood.. And Alana chews on her's which is why is has broke one of her tongue rings.. Thanks to Angie who gave us a couple of tongue rings when we got ours done... Love You . your awesome...
So one thing i have learned from this experiance is go for it!! live your life for your self.. because that is only the true source of happiness
I am amazed at the human mind, how it can recall whispers of a lovers voice. as i set here in this huge bed alone . I can recall your breathe upon my skin, the very taste of your essence as it evades all of my senses. These are feelings that i will take with me no matter where I travel across this great land of ours or whom i share my bed with...
I have learned many lessons throughout my life; you can share beautiful experiances with someone that will truly enrich your life and not be in love with them . I feel that moment can enrich your soul, help you grow as a human being. I know as a younger women I often confused the two, believeing that I had to be in love to have sex . Not only did I add lots of undo stress into my life, but the life expericances I was meant to have also decreased. We are given paths in this life to walk , to learn from them . But we can sell ourselves short, an truly miss out on wonderful experiances.;and I for one am tired of living my life in fear of not meeting someone elses expectations an feel miserable. I choose this day to live for myself, and the consequences of my actions i take upon my self for in the end of this life that is the only person i will answer to...
As you sit infront of your computers, and click the link that leads you straight into my soul and life. My blogs have become a window for me to work through things in my life, things that I would normally never share. But I feel that we go through things in this life for a purpose. Somethings that I have surived may help someone, even if it just shows that your not alone.. So as u read my rambling just take the time to jot a comment! Let me know your thoughts and emotions upon what your reading, Let me feel like we are a collective soul sharing the same experiance called LIFE..
And I wanna just to say THANKS for taking time out of your hetic day 2 life to read my thoughts, emotions and just a response to lifes struggles. It may not be the "right" response but its mine, and its honest...
ok, for those of you who truly know me , known that i have wanted to get my tongue pierced for ever...But i held back for some insane reason, partly fear of the process and then rejection of those around me.
Well for once I did what i wanted to do.. Yeah it was a fun experiance for Alana got her's done at the same time. i have found that i want to buy more tongue rings so i can constantly change them out with my mood.. And Alana chews on her's which is why is has broke one of her tongue rings.. Thanks to Angie who gave us a couple of tongue rings when we got ours done... Love You . your awesome...
So one thing i have learned from this experiance is go for it!! live your life for your self.. because that is only the true source of happiness
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