Happy Birthday Natasha
Current mood:
blessed
Twelve Years ago today at 9:15 am this morning my baby Natasha La Dawn was born !! Happy Birthday Taz Mommy and Daddy Love youblessedCurrent mood:
. ok .. But they are more than Missionaries to me they are my FRIENDS ... my family... I miss them dearly... We stared out with Elder Taylor, Elder Tinney.. Then Elder Jenson came in when we had the six week cycles.. I dont think its fair that they could leave every six weeks... I mean we are making LIFE CHANGING choices here.. I NEED people that I trust.. and every six weeks they could leave.. I know its thier mission to help people.. and i know that the mission president prays about it..but I have TRUST issuses!!!! An when I learn to Trust someone.. and they take them away it HURTS .. it really freaking hurts.. Its Killing me that ELder Taylor Left.. Elder Jenson ..Sister Jones.. I mean it wasnt soo bad when Sister Holbrook left because she was going home.. and I could call her and have some contact.. It hurts to get to care for them and then they are gone and I have not a clue where they are.. I feel like they are a part of my family.. they are apart of my soul. .they started helping me change my life..my family..they gave us a chance to be together forever...and now they're gone.. I feel lost and alone .. i know that i have other friends..but damn there are things that I cant talk to them about without them thinking I am crazy.. Life is crazy ..Life is a huge cycle..and sometimes i feel like im on an endless nightmare!! I am so thankful for my .....
Some of my friends are more family to me than my actual family.. I feel so lucky to know that I have friends I could call in the middle of the night and they would answer... In an emergency , we are not alone.. that is a true blessing.. Some I have known a lifetime and others I have known only a few years.. But I love each an every one of you.. If I have to tell you who you are then we've got a problem LOL!!!
Speaking of my friends ... Annie and I had a great weekend together in LEXINGTON.. (Cant wait to go back girly.!!! and explore the things we had to miss) LOL.. it was pretty awesome to leave the men and the kids at home and just have a girls night out!! and to get away.. love it.. Maybe next time we can Drag Crys with us.. LOL .. LORD GIRL could you imagine us in LEX... alone.. we would rule the world.. LOL,,, Dinner was awesome.. and the HOTEL was Amazing!! we have to go back there.. the beds were heavenly( I must buy one of those tempra beds.. ) and Hustlers of Hollywood was an experiance..
Ok .. enough of my weekend with Annie... I ll blog later .. love ya all!!!
"POUR SOME SUGAR ON ME !! LOL@"
Rest in Peace Heath...
Current mood:
angry
It's came my time to add my thoughts on the devestating news that has rocked our world.. It was reported days ago that Heath Ledger was found dead in his New York Apartment. I devestaed me, did I know him personally, the answer is no.. But He touched my life just the same.. I would watch any movie that had him in it. Just because he would be on the screen.. I loved the Patriot, Knights Tale, but my most favorite movie is BROKEBACK Mountain, not because I am gay and it spoke to me.. TO me that movies Symbolizes love at its best and worst of times.. It followed the screenplay wonderfully.. I felt the attraction, the feelings of giving in .. and fighting your feelings for all your worth.. His emotions transsends the screen.. he was more than an actor he was a son, nephew, a lover , a friend and more importantly he was a father.. May his daughter always now the love he felt for her.. more importantly may we stop the gossip, stop the lies.. let his family grieve in peace.. angryI know the world was a better place because he lived in it..
He may be gone ..but never forgotten... 6:56 PM
Heather Renee I totally agree with you! I loved his movies, BROKEBACK and KNIGHTS TALE were just awsome! And the way that he looked and talked about his daughter you could tell how much he loved her! We all need to be more aware of the dangers of mixing medicine even if it is prescribed for you.
2 years ago
Schools not soo bad..
Current mood:
cooky/wacky
AT LEAST WHEN YOU CAN HANG OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS.. cooky/wacky
I came into school 2 day to hang out with ANNIE and CRYS.. in between thier classes.. its soo cool.. I mean I know they would do anything for me. .and I think GOD daily for my FRIENDS .. I would be soo lost without them.. So basically this blog is a great way too say THANKS GIRLS!! I LOVE YOU AND WOULD BE LOST WITHOUT YOU...
Annie Tilsley adams yes i would do anything for you. I love you too.
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