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Update on MOM
Current mood:
worriedMom is back in the hosptial and its not her heart this time. Her right leg is full of cellitis , and it has bubbles of infection on it which is staff infection .. which means the flesh eating diease is back after 5 yrs.. the last time that mom has this they wanted to amputate before they could get it under control.. this is a very dangerous illness. now with her heart probs im sure it complicates matters even more . .They decided to today to call in the Infections diease dr.. Dr Ganier.. so she is spending her birthday iin the hospital.. she has been thier since Friday.. and they have no clue when she will be released.. The good thing is that she recieved a Priesthood Blessing on Friday from Elders Niles and Golding.. Now all we can do is wait and pray.. .so please keep my family in your prayers
☆ ASH TRAGEDY ☆ ive had cellulitis before and its definitely not fun. im sorry to hear about it and i hope all gets better soon. tell her i said hi and i hope she feels well and is back on her feet in no time. <3 ya.- Reply
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Update of Sorts...
Current mood:
contemplative
Hello , everyone.. I have been noticing that lately I have been getting a lot of request to approve comments bout drinking alcoholic beverages on my page. I am assuming that it is a new App, that I am unaware of .. Well I haven't been approving these comments. Before I hurt anyone's feelings, I felt that it was best that I should sit down with pen to paper and explain myself.. to you ... my friends..
As some of you who know Charles and I on a personal level, we started talking to some missionaries almost 2 yrs ago.. This past June we felt that it was right for us individually and for our family to become baptized in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints ( www.lds.org)
As a requirement for our baptism, and according to our Articles of Faith we no longer drink alcoholic beverages, Charles quit smoking as of Mother's Day this year.. an many other great, amazing yet confusing changes have gone on in our lives.
THE ARTICLES OF FAITH
OF THE CHURCH OF JESUS CHRIST OF LATTER-DAY SAINTS
History of the Church, Vol. 4, pp. 535—541
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We believe that through the aAtonement of Christ, all bmankind may be csaved, by obedience to the laws and ordinances of the Gospel.
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We believe that the first principles and aordinances of the Gospel are: first, bFaith in the Lord Jesus Christ; second, cRepentance; third, dBaptism by eimmersion for the fremission of sins; fourth, Laying on of ghands for the hgift of the Holy Ghost.
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We believe that a man must be acalled of God, by bprophecy, and by the laying on of chands by those who are in dauthority, to epreach the Gospel and administer in the fordinances thereof.
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We believe in the same aorganization that existed in the Primitive Church, namely, apostles, bprophets, cpastors, dteachers, eevangelists, and so forth. 7
We believe in the agift of btongues, cprophecy, drevelation, evisions, fhealing, ginterpretation of tongues, and so forth. 8
We believe the aBible to be the bword of God as far as it is translated ccorrectly; we also believe the dBook of Mormon to be the word of God.
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We believe all that God has arevealed, all that He does now reveal, and we believe that He will yet breveal many great and important things pertaining to the Kingdom of God.
10
We believe in the literal agathering of Israel and in the restoration of the bTen Tribes; that cZion (the New Jerusalem) will be built upon the American continent; that Christ will dreign personally upon the earth; and, that the earth will be erenewed and receive its fparadisiacal gglory.
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We claim the aprivilege of worshiping Almighty God according to the bdictates of our own cconscience, and allow all men the same privilege, let them dworship how, where, or what they may. 12
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aWe believe in being bhonest, true, cchaste, dbenevolent, virtuous, and in doing egood to all men; indeed, we may say that we follow the admonition of Paul—We believe all things, we fhope all things, we have endured many things, and hope to be able to gendure all things. If there is anything hvirtuous, ilovely, or of good report or praiseworthy, we seek after these things.
We are not perfect, we are not any different that the people we use to be other than we are striving to live our lives from an eternal perspective now. I am not judging anyone, nor would I ever. Every one of you on my list I love with all of my heart and I pray that I dont lose your love and support. I just felt that if i didnt take the time to set down and atleast explain why I felt I couldnt post them, even though I know you mean no harm. I hope you dont take it personally and this doenst change your love for me.. All my love Rata 1:44 AM
Suzi Henderson hey girl i knew you were going hru this and i hope you have found pease with this desision. i know i would and monte and i are back in church and closer then ever and he is being ordained and we have made a lot of changes also. love ya and call me sometime. give my love to the girls and charles. - ·
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New Pics
Current mood:
creativeI have recently updated new pics of the girls, including when they were playing in the huge snow we had, Natasha at her first Valentine's day Dance, and her 13th bday..but for some unforeseen reason I couldnt get it 2 up load to MySpace.. So they are all on my Facebook.. I am currently on facebook more than ever.. Yes , I use MySpace only for my blogs... but if you just want to chat that is the place to catch me..
love you ...
Update on MOM
Current mood:worriedMom is back in the hosptial and its not her heart this time. Her right leg is full of cellitis , and it has bubbles of infection on it which is staff infection .. which means the flesh eating diease is back after 5 yrs.. the last time that mom has this they wanted to amputate before they could get it under control.. this is a very dangerous illness. now with her heart probs im sure it complicates matters even more . .They decided to today to call in the Infections diease dr.. Dr Ganier.. so she is spending her birthday iin the hospital.. she has been thier since Friday.. and they have no clue when she will be released.. The good thing is that she recieved a Priesthood Blessing on Friday from Elders Niles and Golding.. Now all we can do is wait and pray.. .so please keep my family in your prayers
☆ ASH TRAGEDY ☆ ive had cellulitis before and its definitely not fun. im sorry to hear about it and i hope all gets better soon. tell her i said hi and i hope she feels well and is back on her feet in no time. <3 ya.- Reply
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Update of Sorts...
Current mood:contemplative
Hello , everyone.. I have been noticing that lately I have been getting a lot of request to approve comments bout drinking alcoholic beverages on my page. I am assuming that it is a new App, that I am unaware of .. Well I haven't been approving these comments. Before I hurt anyone's feelings, I felt that it was best that I should sit down with pen to paper and explain myself.. to you ... my friends..
As some of you who know Charles and I on a personal level, we started talking to some missionaries almost 2 yrs ago.. This past June we felt that it was right for us individually and for our family to become baptized in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints ( www.lds.org)
As a requirement for our baptism, and according to our Articles of Faith we no longer drink alcoholic beverages, Charles quit smoking as of Mother's Day this year.. an many other great, amazing yet confusing changes have gone on in our lives.
THE ARTICLES OF FAITH
OF THE CHURCH OF JESUS CHRIST OF LATTER-DAY SAINTS
History of the Church, Vol. 4, pp. 535—5411
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We believe that through the aAtonement of Christ, all bmankind may be csaved, by obedience to the laws and ordinances of the Gospel.
4
We believe that the first principles and aordinances of the Gospel are: first, bFaith in the Lord Jesus Christ; second, cRepentance; third, dBaptism by eimmersion for the fremission of sins; fourth, Laying on of ghands for the hgift of the Holy Ghost.
5
We believe that a man must be acalled of God, by bprophecy, and by the laying on of chands by those who are in dauthority, to epreach the Gospel and administer in the fordinances thereof.
6
We believe in the same aorganization that existed in the Primitive Church, namely, apostles, bprophets, cpastors, dteachers, eevangelists, and so forth.
8We believe in the agift of btongues, cprophecy, drevelation, evisions, fhealing, ginterpretation of tongues, and so forth.
12We believe the aBible to be the bword of God as far as it is translated ccorrectly; we also believe the dBook of Mormon to be the word of God.
9
We believe all that God has arevealed, all that He does now reveal, and we believe that He will yet breveal many great and important things pertaining to the Kingdom of God.
10
We believe in the literal agathering of Israel and in the restoration of the bTen Tribes; that cZion (the New Jerusalem) will be built upon the American continent; that Christ will dreign personally upon the earth; and, that the earth will be erenewed and receive its fparadisiacal gglory.
11
We claim the aprivilege of worshiping Almighty God according to the bdictates of our own cconscience, and allow all men the same privilege, let them dworship how, where, or what they may.
13
aWe believe in being bhonest, true, cchaste, dbenevolent, virtuous, and in doing egood to all men; indeed, we may say that we follow the admonition of Paul—We believe all things, we fhope all things, we have endured many things, and hope to be able to gendure all things. If there is anything hvirtuous, ilovely, or of good report or praiseworthy, we seek after these things.
We are not perfect, we are not any different that the people we use to be other than we are striving to live our lives from an eternal perspective now. I am not judging anyone, nor would I ever. Every one of you on my list I love with all of my heart and I pray that I dont lose your love and support. I just felt that if i didnt take the time to set down and atleast explain why I felt I couldnt post them, even though I know you mean no harm. I hope you dont take it personally and this doenst change your love for me.. All my love Rata 1:44 AM
Suzi Henderson hey girl i knew you were going hru this and i hope you have found pease with this desision. i know i would and monte and i are back in church and closer then ever and he is being ordained and we have made a lot of changes also. love ya and call me sometime. give my love to the girls and charles.- ·
Suzi Henderson monte and i have made alot of changes also. i am glad you have found hapiness. we have to. monte is going to be ordained soon and alot of things going on with the girls. call me sometime.- Reply
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New Pics
Current mood:I have recently updated new pics of the girls, including when they were playing in the huge snow we had, Natasha at her first Valentine's day Dance, and her 13th bday..but for some unforeseen reason I couldnt get it 2 up load to MySpace.. So they are all on my Facebook.. I am currently on facebook more than ever.. Yes , I use MySpace only for my blogs... but if you just want to chat that is the place to catch me..creative
love you ...
Mom's in the hospital again....
Current mood:worried
worriedOn thursday she woke up having chest pains and pains in her arm, at 530 in the morning. She waited as stubborn as she is, for the doctors office to open at 9 before she did anything. They asked her to go to the hospital, she didnt go until 1100. Once we got there , they did the cardic enyzmes they were up the first time but the second time they were fine. the pain had left completly by then of course the nitro patch always helps lol...
anyway we've been admitted since thurday.. mom has experianced some neurological problems monday that were either caused by seizure, TIA, or strokes... we are now in the process of finding out what.. we have had a full battery of test 2day and even some last night but they are basically incluesive...
so keep us in your prayers.. an it looks like she will be in the hospital till monday..
anyway we've been admitted since thurday.. mom has experianced some neurological problems monday that were either caused by seizure, TIA, or strokes... we are now in the process of finding out what.. we have had a full battery of test 2day and even some last night but they are basically incluesive...
so keep us in your prayers.. an it looks like she will be in the hospital till monday..
Congrats to my Best friend an her Family..
Current mood:
blessed
God is great... One of my best friends delievered her little boy last night , he weighed 6 lbs 5 1/2 oz and was 19 inches long.. She had some complications during the delivery but all is great with mommy and baby.. Her and her husband has two beautiful children after years of inferitilty .. God is great.. they were told they would never have any and they now have thier prince and princess.. She struggled to get him here but he is doing awesome now.. Welcome Levi Tate.. We all love you.. blessed
Terra Valentine AWWW YOUR SO VERY SWEET!!! i HAVENT BEEN ON HERE MUCH STILL ADJUSTTING TO BEING A MOM AGAIN AFTER 6 YEARS OF A VERY INDEPENDENT LITTLE GIRL BUT THINGS ARE GREAT... THIS PREGNANCY TAUGHT ME MORE THAN MOST WILL EVER KNOW... BUT THE IMPORTANT THING THAT IT TAUGHT ME WAS THAT I NEEDED TO TRUST GOD AND PUT MY WORRIES IN HIS HANDS BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT HE ALWAYS HAS THE BEST PLAN LAID OUT FOR US... AND EVERY TIME I LOOK INTO LEVI'S BEAUTIFUL FACE I AM REMINDED TO PUT MYSELF INTO GODS HANDS AND HE WILL TAKE CARE OF US!!!- Reply
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Checking My List....
Current mood:creativeOk I am trying to get in the Christmas Mood.. (LoL) .. Its been really hard with me having recently been sick, with Mom having problems with her heart, and now Alana in seziure mode.. but Life does go on... So when Lisa died, Christmas Cards seem to do the trick.. I know most plp doesnt like them..So indulge me please.. If I dont have your address, birthdays.. (spouse children you.. you know the drill ) please send it to me..
I am a scrap book person by nature .. I love making things so please help me.. ok i love you guys.. Have a Merry Christmas .. An lets not stress about Jobs, money *or the lack of * an try to remember the TRUE reason why we celebrate this Season...
I love you guys each an everyone of you on here. Even If I dont say it.. Please remember that.. I dont have these pages to *collect * plp for status you are my friends or family.. I love you dearly.. Life is too short an we get caught up in trying to live it and not enjoy those around us..
Heavenly Father knows I learned that lesson 13 years ago, Merry Christmas Lisa, I love you my dear sister and I will see you one day...
Rata Lynn Stevens- Robi…my email that i use is myforeverfamily@gmail.com
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Annie Tilsley adams can i just get mine and my moms card in person. its not like i am not there all the time now. laughs.- Reply
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Updates an new info..
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everyone's been complaining to why i dont have a facebook so i thought i would try it out .. add me.. tell me what you think... But i love myspace and im not getting rid of it..so u can still talk to me here..
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AMAZING.......
Current mood:That's about how I can sum up my night.. for one I finally was able to talk to my dear friend... Jeff.. I was so glad to hear from that boy.. I was beginning to think I was going to have to take a trip out to Washington State to hunt him down and whip him.. lol.. Im gonna call him back on Saturday so we can actually have a "sit down" and talk... this was more like Oh My!! how are you Ive missed you .. but he was working .. and I was driving down the highway to get my hubby from work... So its all good...
rockin
Then my Hubby, brother, niece , daughters , bestfriend an my daughters friend went to the midnight showing of TWLIGHT last night... Yes I know.. I encourage them.. But it was awesome.. they had a blast.. and they got up this morning on Cloud nine .. without complaint.. Still on thier Twlight High..lol.. We had 11 plp in our little group last night... Phoniex Theaters Sold out 3 different viewing rooms last night ..each room holds 250 plp per showing .. so at midnight that was a bunch of Twlight fans.. I bought our tickets 10 days earlier.. an they had already sold out of one theater (viewing room) right after I bought them.. An the movie actually sticks really close to the book.. thier is all kinds of book quotes in the movie.. I was throughly impressed with the movie..
So to say the least my night last night ROCKED!!!!!
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You know its been a Hard Wk...
Current mood:When you past the song Lyrics that your keep on repeat in a blog so you can read them... Ive had this song on constant repeat this wk.. an its really helped me... Lord its only Tuesday.. Let's hope it get's easier..
cold
Love and Prayers.. Rata..
East To West lyrics
Here I am, Lord, and I'm drowning in your sea of forgetfulness
The chains of yesterday surround me
I yearn for peace and rest
I don't want to end up where You found me
And it echoes in my mind, keeps me awake tonight
I know You've cast my sin as far as the east is from the west
And I stand before You now as though I've never sinned
But today I feel like I'm just one mistake away from You leaving me this way
Jesus, can You show me just how far the east is from the west
'cause I can't bear to see the man I've been come rising up in me again
In the arms of Your mercy I find rest
'cause You know just how far the east is from the west
From one scarred hand to the other
I start the day, the war begins, endless reminding of my sin
Time and time again Your truth is drowned out by the storm I'm in
Today I feel like I'm just one mistake away from You leaving me this way
I know You've washed me white, turned my darkness into light
I need Your peace to get me through, to get me through this night
I can't live by what I feel, but by the truth Your word reveals
I'm not holding on to You, but You're holding on to me
You're holding on to me
Jesus, You know just how far the east is from the west
I don't have to see the man I've been come rising up in me again
In the arms of Your mercy I find rest
'cause You know just how far the east is from the west
From one scarred hand to the other
One scarred hand to the other
From one scarred hand to the other
Have you ever looked into another....
Current mood:Person's eyes and stared into thier souls.. Ive heard that our lifetime on this earth is just a breath in Heaven.. My so... Maybe my sister has sent me some angel's during this last yr.... I know now.. that in the Pre- existance we all choose to come down here to this world.. to have these experiances ... no matter what they are so we can return to our Heavenly Father...sad
For without sadness you can not truly know joy.. without Pain .. you cannot truly know love.. But there has been many times in my life where I have truly felt that I have felt more Sadness than Joy... more Pain than love... But I have honestly always been a firm believer that we go through things in our lives for a reason.. We may not know them at that excat moment.. but there will be a moment in time where we will look back and go .. oh ... yeah... i understand now..
I also firmly believe that we have people in our lives for a reason.. that friends are in our lives for a purpose.. we may never truly know that purpose but lets never try to ignore any one in our life , or let each new wonderful possiblity esacpe us because we are too busy letting our daily lives pass us by... This pass year has taught me a beautiful lesson in Friendship and Family.. and how quickly time can pass you by..
How a innocent knock at your door , that you think will not matter in the great scheme of things turns out to be a friendship that will last you a lifetime.. Or that innocent fresh face boy of 19.. who will forever be apart of our family to the day I die .. I love him as if I have known him a lifetime ... instead of a yr.. The words fault me as I try to describe for you the emotions as I feel runs through me ... when i can close my eyes and see my dear Sister Jones and Elder Taylor teasing each other beyond belief...(those too acted like brother and sisters..) Tears spring into my eyes as I think of the the "knighting" ceremony between the Elders that Christmas with Crys, Jason, Charles, I and all the Hell-dren... An the Epic throwing events between Sisters.. in my livingroom in Raceland.. The girls still practice.. These are the memories that I miss.. the snipets of time.. where my friends where still within reach.. but no matter where your at Washington, Utah, Arizona, or God sends you know that I love you dearly.. and I am praying for the day that we all can be together again...
Until that day.. Stay Safe my friends... All my love and Prayers...3 years ago
angela green Aww Rata that was beautiful!!!I love you. Sister Green- Reply
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Craig Penrose... God.. I wish...
Current mood:Enough said with my icon .. for those of you have had the mistake of knowing Craig.. he's has complety disappered off the face of the earth, leaving all is children behind .. which now is 4.. and he is still screwing with them... why cant he just go away an stay away like a bad freaking dream... you know the kind you wake up from.. its been 17 yrs and im still not wake .. i love my daughter and i would never change her.. but DAMN to i wish HE wasnt her sperm donor... that is all he is..for a FATHER never walks away..and never leaves thier kids.. he never puts hes needs aboves his childrens.. why is my daugher at 16 more mature then he will ever be?
infuriated
John Walker I agree as well- Reply
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ok for some STUPID REASON...
Current mood:i cannot access my email.. so will everyone please take the time to email me .. at myforeverfamily@gmail.com ... so i can have thier email address.. sorry...
pissed off
love you guys...
Rata...
I am a dork....
Current mood:Ok, just for the record.. I am a dork.. I was cooking dinner for a dear friend of mine.. and trying to help the girls with thier homework... (Which for the record is something I have done a billon times before) and ... wouldnt you know it.. I end up cutting my fracking finger.. not once twice.. Well for those of you who dont know me I have neropathy .. so i have nerve damage... in my hands.. so when i felt pain in my hand and then saw the blood i knew it was bad...overstimulated
Plus the fact that I was really sick to my stomache immeditelay... But my lovely hubby said i was ok.. it didnt need stitches.. well thank god he doesnt have a medical degree..lol.. cause he was wrong.. i have two in my finger.. My niece was nice enough to come and drive me.. i felt so stupid for askin her..but i was afraid if they had to give me stitches .. and shots i wouldnt be able to drive..
Plus the girls were at church, Charles had to be at work at 8... it was bad.. Thanks to Angie Blake for saving my butt and bringing the girls home from church because by the time the kids would have gotten home i dont know what i would have done.. it really was hurting ... it still is.. I am still sick to my stomach I hope that goes away soon.. but the Dr said it will hurt like the devil for a while...Just great... plus with me being a diabetic .. i am a slow healer..
ok enough whinning i am going to try to go to bed.. nite to all... i just hope to feel better in the morning..
Lynda Gartin Perry Well one thing is for sure - you never have a dull moment at your house lol... I did hear that you got to talk to my babies. And so did Nates girlfriend - lol. I forgot to tell you that he said he was going to marry her - some people just never give up. I hope you are feeling better soon. Love ya Chicky- ·
Annie Tilsley adams OH MY GOSH YOU SHOULD HAVE CALLED ME! Glad to hear that you are ok now though. love you- Reply
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hey guys. whats everyone up to?
Current mood:School is in session here.. and the Girls are in Happy with Russell.. they were excited about going back this year.. it was good to get them out of Raceland.. They was way to many bad feelings there especially since they wouldnt help me with and IEP for Alana yet within 2 days of her being at Russell last yr she had one... The girls are doing well ..
blissful
Sa-Rai had her bottom braces on right before school started.. poor baby... she couldnt eat for days... but atleast we will get her teeth fixed at it all will be good.. Alana is upset that Harry Potter 6 is coming out Next summer instead of November..but shes way excited that her Twlight Movie is taking its place...so atleast she will have something to put in its spot her favorite classes are Psychology and Latin 2... Can u believe that she is a Junior?? Where did the time go?
Natasha is in 7th grade and my baby is in 6th grade..where has the time gone? time has flown by.. it seems like your pregnant forever.. then in a blink of an eye they grow up on you.. oh well .. unenough of my rant for now..talk to you soon...
Love ya
Lynda
If only we had this 13 yrs earlier.....
Current mood:numbEvery year, nearly 13,500 people are killed by drunk drivers with an illegal alcohol level of .08 BAC or above.
The Campaign to Eliminate Drunk Driving kicked off in November 2006 with the goal of eliminating drunk driving permanently. The Campaign has four essential elements:The rest of the website is very inforamational.. I am a firm believer that NO ONE should get behind the wheel of a car, no matter how much or little they have had to drink.. For you do stop to think how your choices impact other peoples lifes.... Thirteen years ago today.. my daddy and sister (Lisa) was coming to pick me up from work we were suppose to go shopping for college stuff her her, and baby stuff for me because I was expecting my secound child.. Little did I know that when I left her to watch my oldest daughter that morning.. tell her " I love you Lee, I 'll see you soon...Are you sure you can watch Alana?' That those would be the last words ever spoken to her on this side of enterity.. I guess I am lucky for I can still her hear echoing "I love you Ray" in my head as I walked out the door that morning.. Lisa's driver wasnt convicted becasue the accident was soo horrific that it took too long to get the BAC level done.. He had enough time to sober up... but when there is three car pile up ..one person already gone at the sceen , my daddy trapped in the car.. the person behind him hurt... could stop an hit them again.. The state trooper that rolled on to the scene that rainy night in August was a reconstrustion..which by a blessing helped us later.. the scene was horrific he recounted under testimony in court.. So not all people who committ drinking an driving get convicted.. not all victims get justice.. I firmly believe just as Abels blood cried out in the days of old .. my sisters did the same and may I will never know it.. But I believe that her death will have justice in the end..- Mandatory ignition interlocks for ALL convicted drunk drivers
- Increased law enforcement efforts including crackdowns during holiday weekends, sobriety checkpoints and saturation patrols
- Advanced vehicle technology that would make it impossible for a drunk person to start a vehicle
- Public support – led by you and other concerned citizens nationwide
- http://www.madd.org/Drunk-Driving/Drunk-Driving/Campaign-to-Eliminate-Drunk-Driving.aspx
I am thankful to have loved her and had her in my life for those 18 yrs.. God knows I wish it could have been many , many, more.. I miss her every day.. As my girls grow up into beautiful women , I wonder how much she would have spoiled them.. This week has been a hard one .. for just 3 short days ago was her birthday and now its the anniversay of her death.. As things are happening with my parents heath.. I miss her so much more.. Lisa ... I love you... I know you are ok..but i just wish you were hear with us..
So I implore you the next time you have a drink .. and u think its ok to still drive DONT... if not for any other reason .. Do it for Lisa... Love ya Lee..
Happy Birthday to my Baby SIster.. Lisa La Dawn Stevens.. We Miss you..
Current mood:
peaceful
Some say that she will be forever 18... but I can remember on 8-08-88 when she turned 11 how fun she that that was... Sitting here I cannot let the day pass without celebrating what she meant to me .. and how much i love her.. she would have been 31...that sounds so forgien to me.. I wonder if she would have been married with kids of her own by now.. i know that mine would be more spoiled than they are if she was stilll her.. I love you Lee.. and I will see you one day ...
[OFFICIAL] Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince Trailer
Current mood:anxious
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwNpg_xj6ck
Fun in the Sun with Kids and Family....
Current mood:Today was a blast.. It was soo nice out.. the sun was out , the sky was bright and it was warm , but not deathly HOT outside... So what did me and my girls do you ask? Well, Annie, Noah( her son) and Me and my girls, went out to Grayson Lake and swam today!! We had a Blast... Alana took time out of her busy internet schedule to spend it with dear ol Mom... an we just spent time together.. Right where we were swimiming at there was a playground there so when the kids got tired of swimming Alana took them to the playground..and Annie and I could still watch them from the water.. Alana could handle it on her own ..i know ..but it was a nice day..
adventurous
We went back to Annie an Nickys an had dinner.. then Nicky built a nice pit fire.. we roast marshmellows and made smores ..The girls and Noah loved it.. I am soo tired.. Poor Noah wore himself out.. The girls were asking to spend the night.. but I had to be a mean mommy and bring them home with me because we have our church picnic tomorrow.. The Only thing that could have made the day any better was if Charles could have been there..but right now he is working Midnights.. so he needed his sleep.. and my poor baby has been really sick..so i am really sure he enjoyed his day of uninterrupted sleep.. and mom and Dad really need some peace and quiet since Daddy had his heart Cath yesterday...
Btw they said that Daddy has a 50% blockage in his heart but they are going to leave it alone for now..because it would do more damage if they bothered it too early... SO i havent a clue as to what is causing his problems right now..So just keep praying for us..
But for once today was nice.. even if I am still sick as a dog..
Annie Tilsley adams it was such a blast. Noah looked at me this morning and went yesterday was a great day. It was so much fun. it was cute. we need to do that again before school starts for everyone.- Reply
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SOS...turns Choas an Tears into a Helping hand....
Current mood:Which I will be forever grateful for!!! I pulled my back today lifting , trying to get the rest of that stuff out of the old house, by myself, why you ask because my hubby was working.. which I'm glad he is working but it frustrates me to that he hasnt been able to help me .. I know he is sick right now and tired on top of it..but dang it plp.. I can only go so far.. any who..Alana is sick so that she can barely stand up, we are watching her for seizures,, because anytime she runs a fever... she can have them.. and we have been really lucky so far.. So its been up 2 me and Natasha and Sa-Rai.. those to argue more than they help..So as the tears run down my face, I can barely walk... because I've just thrown up ...all because i lifted a box ...i barely make it back home.. as i make it in the house .. i struggle to make it in the house without my parents to know how truly bad I'm hurting.. for I dont want to worry them.. Daddy is sick enough right now.. an the only person I can think of in this world to call to help me is Annie and Nicky...
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that she was there and a that she came right away to help me.. she was truly my angel today.. my salvation.. she lifted, carried. and worked her butt off without her i would have been so screwed ...i hope so knows how truly thankful i am to her ..works cannot express how much it means to me what she did for me to day.. Also just to let you guys know .. if i get a bit crazy next wk... my daddy goes in for a heart Cath on the 24 July at 8am depending on what they find is when and if he has to have another heart surgery so keep him in your prayers please..Terra Valentine sorry i couldnt of been of any help ...... hope to see you soon we need to get together and talk i miss you !!!- Reply
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- annie Tilsley adams awwwww you make me cry. YOu know i am there for you anytime. YOu know that if i can help i am there in a heart beat. I LOVE YOU GIRLY.
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Views (24)·EditNew.... Movie... which makes me wanna cry....
Current mood:Ok... the reason behind Heath's Pic being my default pic .. is because since The Dark Knight is being released tonight..I felt it was only approraite that he should be remembered.. For he lovely man , father an friend that he was.. The world truly lost a beautiful light when he left... and even though I personally didnt get to know him I will forever miss him.. but I feel blessed by the laughter his movies brought to my life and the world in general.. For someone who only lived such a short time on this planet.. he will be greatly missed an forever loved..
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On the brighter note.. if your reading this you will see that my layout has changed .. and theres something added to my blog.. What do you think?? Talk to me...Blessings....
Current mood:ok.. this is the easiest way I could think of to share my exciting news with you .. Charles Got the Job that we have been praying for November... So not only does he get to drive a truck which he loves..but he gets to be with his family... which he loves more... so thanks for all the prayers..blessed9:42 PM- Block user
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Annie Tilsley adams i am so happy for you all. I will call you today. LOVE YOU- Reply
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cooky/wackyMoving Sale......
Current mood:anxiousOk. Guys.. I am moving and having to Sale almost Everything in our house.. I cannot afford to put an ad in the paper so i thought this was a way to get the word out.. I will be at my old address tomorrow . .Come by and see if I have anything you need.. I will be there from 8 am till about 5pm.. friday and Saturday.. Come by an tell everyone you know too.. Thanks a bunch...
701 Franklin Ave
Raceland Ky 41169
Directions: If you are on US 23 go to the light at 23 .. and Super Quick.. Turn left on to Pond Run its first road on the left and the Second house ( Red Brick House, Right across the street from the First Baptist Church and DayCare..)2:07 PM- Rata Lynn Stevens- Robi…Ok .. I m crazy.. It will only be Saturday of this Week.. and if there's anything left I'll let you know about next weekend... Rata
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Update.. From the Robinette Household
Current mood:I know some of you have been reading our page and silently saying to yourselfs.. WTF!?!?!?!?!? Is going on with her... Well we have been going through alot of changes as of lately.. So its high time I set down with pen to paper... and write it out.. ( or actually with my laptop)...betrayed
In March Charles and I agreed to let a friend move in due to her family going to Hell.. I also went to Alabama with her at the beginning of May.. Well in coming back from Alabama my mom called to say the Doctors are having really negitive reports about my father.. For all of you who actually know me. My younger and only sister was killed in a Drinking an Driving accident on the 11th August 1995. Before that wreck happened in the late 80's early 90's my dad was hurt from a work related accident that has caused a lot of brain damage.. to get to the point .. from that damage and his heart they want him in a wheelchair full time.
After much prayer and talking Charles agreed with me to move are family in there to help them out.. So we are in the process of doing that.. Right now due to our own fincial sitution our cell phones are turned off and it is driving me crazy.. But Charles is still looking for work..Right now I have been hurt once again... and feel used once again.. So I have made some choices latley that I feel is right..Some may get hurt by it.. but I do things I feel is right ,, and it was done out of love.. So love me or hate me I dont really care that choice is up to you.. But before you judge me .. walk a mile in my shoes..9:53 AM- angie clark I am so happy with your decisions, as of always ( LOL ) , you know you are my "secret" friend that i think of often.And i am sure you know why , but anyone reading this may be, WHAT SECRET , but you all have been on my mind, Cheyenne ask about you ALL the time. I think she has a bond with you , NO ONE will ever understand.
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- Annie Tilsley adams You know if you need any help at all or just want to talk i am here. But i have supported you since you told me you was moving. I think it is good that you are helping your family. Because some times families have to come first. I love you girly
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Coming up this Saturday...
Current mood:Charles, Natasha, Sa-Rai and I will be baptized at 6pm atecstatic
The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints..in Russell Ky...
You guys should come out and join us...
1001 Kenwood Dr
RUSSELL , KY 41169
11:38 PM- Rata Lynn Stevens- Robi…I just wanted to publicly Thank Crys for showing up to support my family... I know you all may not agree with me . but the support ment the world to us... Rata..
P.S. According to the missionaires we had 65 in attendence.. WOW!!- Reply
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Memorial Day...Warning....
Current mood:I have posted have some new pictures in my photos that some of you my find depressing or really morbid... I just wanted to warn you . I personally do not find this as depressing or even morbid. I find this as a way to honor those that are no longer physically with us.. So if you decide to open up the album the choice is yours ...pissed offChanges!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!??
Theres been a lot of crazy Changes around here.. and there seems to be alot more coming around the bend.. The Good Lord Knows I HATE Suprises.. but there seems to be a lot coming my way!! I thank God daily for my friends.. for the peace that I get from them .. from the support that they give to me..
On the upside.. i had an wonderful visit from a dear friend today.. its been a couple of months since i had last seen him so it was soo nice to sit down and talk.. I only wish i was able to spend more time with him.. but i thank God for the time i had.. it was unexpected . but i feel blessed..
Hey I enjoyed talking to a dear friend on the phone this evening.. yeah my teacher .. you and your hubby are gonna hafta come over.. LOL .. and I'll make charles make a cheese cake.. .. but it was nice to talk to you.. thank goodness.. for the priesthood.. and the temple..Upadate from Alana’s Party!
Current mood:blissful
It seems like Saturday morning while the house is quiet, and asleep I can acually sit down with my laptop and post a new blog.. I just wanted to say "Thanks!" 
to all of you who took time out of your busy schedule to come an wish Alana a Happy birthday! I know life gets in the way an every body is busy that we understand if you couldnt be here..
I would like to take the time to especially give a huge HUG of love and thanks to Barb and Jeff, for you will never truly know what it meant to Alana to be able to see and spend time with you and her sisters.
I would also like to give a huge HUG to Crys an Jason Hatten, who spent 19 hours total of their kid free weekend making , and decorating Alana's Harry Potter Hogwarts Castle, not counting the additional time and effort it took to transport an lift that thing over here.. We love and appreaciate you more than words could ever say
I would also like to give a personal hug in there to Cathy (Cat-bird) Clark Greene , who came in and visited. You made not only my mother and father's day but mine too.. They talked about it ever since, just dont be such a stranger.. i loved having you here..
And of course , Mom and Dad (Stevens and Robinette),Annie (my faithful photographer), Noah, Lynda, Brianna,an Nate. The Sister Missionaries stopped in.. and Alana's best friend Tonya
we cant forget her...
To say Thank You , will never be enough to show the act of kindness an love that you showed to my daughter...But I just needed to express the our abunance of love in my heart for each and every one of you!9:20 AM- Annie Tilsley adams Girl if i could have worn bells. I would have it was a blast. Even noah had a fun time. well mostly. what would you expected for a 5 year old. IT was a blast and so much fun. I like the fact that your dad wants to kill me each time i have the camera in my hands. I love you girly.
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Monkeys (ALANA)Birthday Party is at One today
Current mood:Not many more years will she actually allow me to have a birthday party for her.. Hell it was Hell on her getting this one... but we compromised!! Its her 16th birthday, Aunt Crys made her cake... and we have family over today at one...
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Last Friday... the Night one her actually bday we her daddy and i and her friend went out for mexican , Rocky Horror!!! She had a blast... Then on Tues we, ( the same that celbrated her actual bday) went out for chiense and bday shopping...She Picked out a sweat shirt at HotTopic, a Harry Potter Armband (for thoses of you who will be here 2day she willl prolly have it one.. she swears she will never take it off!!! ) and ofcourse there will be plenty of pics!!then we went to Starbucks afterwards!!!
I dont know where the time has went ... i dont know where my beautiful little baby is .. but i love the woman she is becoming... I am so proud of her.. a long time ago My daddy looked at me and said, I dont know who is raising who,, and looking back he was right.. i was 17 the day she was born .. and i firmly believe that it takes a village to raise a child.. for i would have been lost without the love and support without my family..I wish Lisa, Mom and Dad Gibb, Granny Short who worshiped the ground Alana walked on could see her now.. but i have to believe that they do... ok before i go on an emotional tear filled rant I am closing out..
Partys at one ...come if you can... Rata. .if you get lost you have my number.. if not you dont need it .. lol.. .just Im me and Ill give it to you..9:42 AM- Suzi Henderson i would have come but i had to work. also we are having peris bday at gettie land on sat at 5:30 if you could bring the girls. just give peris name and they will show you where to bring them. i would love to have you there. love ya suzi
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- Terra Valentine happy bday alana sorry I couldt make it but i couldnt move today and didnt even get up to take a shower until 330 hope it was a great day for you!!!!! lots of love terra
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tired of it!
tired of the bullshit and drama that seems too have been revolving around my life! ! get 2 steps ahead an something slams me back aleast 4 ! Friends are plunging swords in my spine deeper and deeper; thank God I have a few willing 2 circle around me !Charles an I are in a great place! I love him 2 the depths of my heart an soul; more importantly I know he loves an cherish's me 2! I thank God daily for Crys an Annie they are my friends I know I jave many more who make this insane world sane! :-D I <3 u all u=""> 1:36 PM- Suzi Henderson what about me you never call me anymore and i miss you. i thought we were getting closer again and then no contact again. I called you and i know you have been sick and stuff but you never call back. well call me, I am sorry if i did something to upset you i didnt mean to if i did. Suzi
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- Annie Tilsley adams you know i am there for you everyday. Even if i just call you for a few minutes a day. YOu can count on me and crys for anything. And if we cant make it better we can at least make you smile.
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Alana’s 16th bday
Current mood:On March the 28th at 9:58 am Alana was born 16 years ago... where the hell has all the time went? It doesnt seem like its been that long ago since my beautiful baby was born, yet now she is now a beautiful woman!blessed
She is turning into such a beautiful woman with a mind of her own, she has had many ups and downs lately with her own health issuse but she has come back fighting!! I just wanted to sit down for a minute to let the world now how proud I am of my beautiful baby girl, yes i know shes not a baby anymore..but damn you can blame me for tryin..11:00 AM- Suzi Henderson I know how you feel remember I am right behind you in this. Keep your chin up the last one will be the hardest I think. I guess because I have always thought my oldest was older then she is anyway. Love ya and see you latter. Suzi
hurt and through hell
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It really hurts that we you have DONE NOTHING to your friends except to try to be there and support them that they stab you in the back.. WTF .. i mean this has happend to me twice in the last year .. with two friends that i have gone through hell and back and i would have done anything in the world for them.. oh well i guess in the end my friendship didnt mean as much as they said it didpugnaciousI was in not able to make the test due to having a severe complex migraine attack , Sunday .. I took medication trying to get over it. but nothing worked ,, I ended up in the ER for over 14 hours with blurred vision, chest pains and the thoughts of my brain exploding.. With the complex migraines a stroke is always the number one risk.. Then we I started having the chest pains .. I felt my health was just to great to compromise.. I have a doctors excuse but until Wednesday due to the fact that my electrolytes are all out of wacky, which was according to the doctor what was causing the chest pains..
They put me on some high patience antibiotics due the infection that they found in my sinus which they believe could cause the imbalance and help with the pain... added to the migraine..
I know that you didn't need a complete medical rundown of the last several days and i dont feel like going in to anymore.. i guess maybe where i feel so bad an have been going through so much this betrayal hurts more than it should .. for i am weak now..but never fear i will get stronger
